Typical Junior High – Good Bye!

June 10, 2009

Today, was the last day of school, and I have to say I stayed strong and didn’t cry. . . Yet. Anyway, Here is what happened.

Gym : The gym was PACKED! I sat down on the floor in front of the bleachers with my friends. After we talked for a little, and signed jeans shirts or shoes, I felt someone poke me. Before I even turned around I said  “Hi Brett!” Yes, that is B.T.boy’s real name! I know “OH MY GOD! She finally tells us his name!” Anyway I turned around to see him. “HEY BUDDY!!” he shouted at me. Yes he calls me his buddy. “Hey! Whats up?”

“Will you sign my shirt?” he asked. Which I thought he never would. After all, he didn’t invite me to his birthday party. . . But anyway I took the marker he was holding and had him turn around. First I drew a big Peace sign, that took up a forth of his shirt, Then I signed my full name in all capital letters, Which took up about another fourth of his shirt. You could probably read my name 30 feet away from him! I did this on every body’s shirts/pants that I signed. My friends got the bigger writing and peace signs, If I didn’t like the person; the writing got smaller. And if I really didn’t like the person then I just put a peace sign with my Initials on their shirt. Then, If I hated the person I would write “KICK ME” in big, bold, capital letters on their shirt backs! After I signed Brett’s shirt I gave him back the marker.

First Period : All I did was talk to Samantha F. and Lauren. Oh and sign a bunch of peoples shirts/ jeans.

Second Period : All I did was talk to Shalondra, Zack (Stalker), Shawna and Amari. Oh and sign a bunch of peoples shirts/ jeans.

Third Period : SUCKED ASS!!!!!! All I did was talk to Lilly and Shawna. Oh and sign a bunch of peoples shirts/ jeans.

Lunch : I talked to Cassidy and Megan. And got my friends phone numbers, address’s, and e-mail address’s!

Outside : Okay Me, Morgan, Megan, Lauren, Samantha F., Gage, and Christian, all sat down and pigged out on the TWO family sized back of chips, ONE king sized bag of sour skittles, and ONE king sized bag of sour gummy worms that Morgan bought for all of us! Buddy (Yes the crack head that I hate) Came alone and asked us for some chips. Cassidy with her big-dog voice said “Fucker we don’t even know you!!!” It was HILARIOUS! I was Laughing my ass off as buddy stood next to me. “Okay, I am Buddy.” Then he went around shaking everybody’s hand. When it got to me he put his hand out in front of me. I just glared at him and said “FUCK OFF!!”

“Oh come on SAMMIE, give me some dibs!” He said all happily.  I rolled my eyes and punched his hand as hard as possible. I heard him suck in air. “THERE YA GO!!” I said while putting my head back down, so he couldn’t see my face (because I had my hood up) After he got some chips he finally left. Soon everyone was full, Then Brett came up to us and gave everyone “Free Hugs”  Which got Megan -aka the hugging queen- started. Then we (Me, Brett, Megan, Christian, Lauren, Richard, Samantha F, Morgan, and Zack) Started hugging each other. The first hug Brett gave me he tackled me into a choke. I couldn’t breathe and my face turned red. The only words I could get out was “Brett stop.” Which sounded more like a moan than a choking “LET THE FUCK GO OF ME!!”  Then after that hug there were a few regular hugs, Then he came up behind me and crushed his frontside into my backside (yes like that) and wrapped his arms around me waist, pulling my into him. That was followed by a few regular hugs. Then he came running up to and hugged me, burring his face into my chest (yes like that) saying “Oh Samantha! I am going to miss you sooooooooooooooooooooo much !” Then that hug was followed by some regular hugs.                                                                                                                                         THEN – Brett came up to me in a hug, burring his face into my chest and leaning on me WAY TO MUCH – so much that I fell over, bringing him down with me- I ended up falling down on the track – on my back, with Brett over top of me with his legs spread out each on one side of my waist. His knees were bent, with one of his hands pining my right arm to the ground and his other hand on my left boob!!!!!!! My head had hit the concrete so of course he didn’t even think about the position we were in, Instead of getting up he asked “Oh my god! SAM are you alright?!?!”  I trusted my back up because the back part of my shirt had came  up half way and my bare skin was on the burning, Blazing hot concrete. “HOLY SHIT! My back is on fire!” I shouted.

“Sam are you okay?” Brett asked again.

“Brett I’m fine, its just my back is burning because of the track!” I said.

“Oh, your okay! Oh my god! Sam, I’m so sorry.” he blabbered.

“Brett can you please just get off of me? This looks kind of wrong.” I said.

“I don’t care what people think, but yes I will get off of you.” Once he did get off my he still stood over me. He put his hand out in front of me so I took it and he pulled me up, into a hug though. . . “I’m sorry!” He said.

“Brett it is okay!!”  I said while laughing.

“Okay!!” He said while letting me go. Then I went over to Samantha F. To tell her what just happened. She said “Well at least it wasn’t as bad as that time that he “Jumped” over you and humped your head and back!” I SCREAMED after that comment. “Why did you have to bring that memory back? It was almost gone!” I shouted. I was about to say something else when Sam pointed behind me and said “Sam! watch out!” I was about to turn around but I was to late. Brett had smashed his front into my back again (yes like that) and wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me back into him (yes like that) “Oh my god! Brett let go of me!” I said while squirming.

“Say please.”

“NO! Let go of me!” he wrapped one of his legs around both of mine to stop me from squirming.

“Stop squirming and say “Brett, please let me go.” He said.

“Brett please let go of me!!”

“No you have to say “Brett, please let me go.”

“Brett, please let me go.”

“Okay, now say uncle.”

I sighed. “Uncle.”

“Good girl!” He said while letting me go.

I sighed, and shook my head.

“Sam, you know you like it! You know you would watch! You know you like what you see!” He said while sliding on of his arms around my back and on my waist. I just looked him in the eyes and smiled. Be returned the smile and glided to the front of my body, moving his arms around my waist, into another hug. His hands were practically on my ass -AWKWARD- he finally let go after about ten long seconds. :p When he hugged me before his class was going inside, I got a good whiff of his hair. “Brett, your hair smells like jolly ranchers!”

“I know don’t you like it.”

“Hell yeah!”

THEN HE LEFT! O.o

Elective :Keyboarding : It was a half day so I only had to go to one elective! I sat next to Lilly, for a change, and I talked to Cassidy on a chat room.

Gym : This is the worst part on the day! : (   This is the last time that I would see my friends, or Brett. ANYWAY!!!! I sat next to Brett.

“Hey Samantha!” He said while putting his arms out for a hug. I moved closer to him, as he moved some stuff off of his lap. Then we hugged. He held me tighter when I tried to let go of him, We hugged for what seemed like half an hour, but I know it was really like half a minute. “I’m going to miss you Samantha!” He said while letting me go. “Oh god! Brett your going to make me cry! I will miss you to!”

“Yeah, I know.” he said while pulling me -by my waist- to his side. “Please don’t make me cry.” I said while laying my head on his shoulder. “I won’t but I really will miss you.”

“So will I, Brett.” I said while

looking up into his Dark, Warm, Soft, Wet, Lovely, Smexy, Funny, Kind, Perverted, talented – eyes.

And then I studied his Dark, Long, Warm, Jolly-rancher-smelling, soft smexy – hair.

I looked at his Soft, Warm, Wet – Lips.

Then I looked at his whole face, And crawled down hims neck, down to his well-sculpted, tense, tan, -arms.

Then my eyes slipped down to his Warm, Soft, Tan, – hands, one that was on my left waist, and the other that was on top of my right thigh.

I looked at ALMOST every Inch of his body, or even just him. I even thought about his personality, remembering with memory’s from this past year. I thought about how this might be the last time I will ever see him. I swear I could feel a lump burning in my throat. Then Zack came up to Brett, who soon let me go. I moved to the back of my bus line. When I had to leave, I past Brett, who was talking to someone. He just looked into my eyes as I passed him. He probably saw my pain, but he waved gently at me. So I waved back of course. I can’t believe myself. Couldn’t I have got his address, or something? If I’m not there next year what am I going to do?He was always there, other than ONE, just one day of school! He was always there for me. He talked to me just about everyday, even if it was just “hey” that he said, it was still nice to know that he was there. It was nice to know that he saw me, and that I wasn’t invisible, like I am to some people at my school. I would bump into some people in the halls and they act like I wasn’t there.

Samantha

http://www.last.fm/music/Alice+Cooper/_/School%27s+Out







Typical Junior High – “Love Doctor”

Today, I happened to be the little love doctor of all my friends.

I got Jade to tell Airis yes to the fifth time of him asking her out. and I happened to help . . . HERE I SAY IT  . . . . . MY STALKER, or Ex-stalker.see  we were talking in the gym and I asked him who he was going to the school dance-this Friday- with. and he said that he would like to go with a lot of people. Hell why don’t i just tell you the whole conversation? IM RETARDZED!

“So Zack, who are you going to the dance with?”

“I have a lot of people I want to ask.”

“Sam F. is one right? I know you still like her.”

“how the hell do you know that- and yes its true, I do still like her. And yes I would go to the dance with her.”

“School Psychopathhere. And she said that she is open for the dance, meaning she would probly go with you. You should ask her.”

“She’ll say no.”

“Not if you write her a note. Or more like let me write the note for you.”

“Why would I let you write the note?”

“Because I’m her best friend and I know how she thinks. I know her to well, well enough to write a letter and make her want to say yes.”

“True.”

“Give me a peice of paper then! Damn!”

He gave me a sheet of paper and I wrote

“”"”"”Sam,

Will you go to the dance with me, PLEASE!    (and Sam __ says “we will look good together.”)

(heart)

Zack S____

(Wrote by Samantha _____”)”"”"”

Then He was about to go give it to her, but a teacher caught him, and since I was right the and I was all tite and shit with that teacher and I felt nice,

“Hey Mr. D! How have you been. Look Zack is kinda deseperate  -Zack glared at that- And he was about to go give this note to Samantha F______.  But since we don’t want to get in trouble, Well, Can you do it for him.” I said while snatching the note from Zack and handing it to Mr. D.   “What? He will read it!” Zack shouted.   “No he won’t, Mr. D is just cool like that.” I said, hinting Mr. D. not to look at it. After I told Mr. D what bus line Sam was in, I told Zack 

“Chill out and watch the Master – Or Mistress- Do the work.” I said with a big smirk.  

Mr. D. came back over and gave the note back to Zack. “What does it say?” I asked. “Nothing.” “She told me to tell you “Yes”. Even thought I don’t know to what.”

“Oh My God! Sam you are the shit!” Zack said once Mr.D. Left.

“I know. You so totally owe me.” I said while huffing on my nails and rubbing them on my shirt -with a smirk-.

“Yea I guess I do. But anyway thanks.” He said while holding out his hand in a thank you shake thing I guess. . . he is just weird like that. But anyway I said

“Oh my God! Did you just say thanks! TH ATS CRAZY! Its Armageddon!”

“Haha very funny. But yes I said thanks.”

“Yea whatever….” I said while kinda taking his hand into a weird as hell handslap.

Anyway I had to go soon, and when I did leave I saw Sam in her bus line, And as the usual I threw up my ____ sisters sign -peace sign   (Cuz im the awesome hippie person!-not really, but kinda)      And I got back “I should Kill you right now!”

“Hey, I didn’t make you say yes! You could have said no.” I said back.

And thats how my day ened. B.T.boy said Hi to me like five times. and that was IT!

                      ~THE END~

I can not wait until the dance.

Your favorite

SAMANTHA

the weird gothic hippie!

Typical Junoir High – You Know You Like It

Okay, weird title, I know. I guess it fits for what happened today! – which was C-R-E-E-P-Y!! But anyway i should get on with it!

Gym (morning) – B.T.boy kept rubbing my knee . . . . . A-W-K-W-A-R-D!!

Lunch – B.T.boy kept waving at me, smiling, and staring at me. . . . .A-W-K-W-A-R-D!!

Outside – LOTS happened. But to start, as soon as i got outside i went over to the shady trees to sit down with Cassidy. Soon Samantha F. came by and we were just talking when the PREPS came by and asked us “Are you guys over here because your looking for vampires?” I was annoyed with this shit going on. “NO! WE ARE NOT LOOKING FOR “VAMPIRES” AND IF WE WERE, WOULD AND IT PART OF IT BE ONE BIT OF YOUR BUSINESS!?!?” I shouted. “I guess not, but still its crazy if you guys are looking for vampires.” The main talker said. “Look Lori, WE ARE NOT LOOKING FOR VAMPIRES!! SO YOU AND YOUR LITTLE FRIENDS MIGHT AS WELL GET THE HELL SOMEWHERE ELSE!!” i said racing to a stand in a violent pose. They Backed off quickly.    -Which was my goal- After sitting down and getting the “That was sooooo AWESOME!!!/ Sam Your sooo cool” Rejoice from my friends, we talked about how we was sick of this crap. Ever since we(the _____ sisters) have been reading the twilight saga, people have come to the conclusion that we are obsessed with vampires. – just because we are the vicious “goths” of the school!! I don’t like it when I’m called “goth” I despise labels, but this one seems to be unavoidable, so i have gotten over it and have accepted it.

Then a little while later the ” Wanna-Be Emo Preps” come over and ask us “Why we are sitting in the shade away from everyone else?”I took a DEEP  violent sigh, followed by a light growl. The each took a step back, followed by another when i got up with my head down, and my eyes glaring at them.

“WE, Are Sitting  HERE  Because  WE -head rose on WE-  Can.(said in between teeth) . . . (Voice softens) And  if  YOU  have A Problem With It Then -” My voice trailed off because they left before they got pounded. My every word was said with a hint of =get-the-hell-outta-here-before-i-kick-your-ass tone, A Slight Innocent tone, and a Violent and Vicious tone. I was very pleased with myself.  Then once again i got the “That was sooooo AWESOME!!!/ Sam Your sooo cool” Rejoice from my friends. Then i decided to move, So i got up, and started to walk. I heard footsteps behind me, so i pivoted around to see my friends behind me. I guess after that i wasn’t going to be going anywhere without being followed like I’m a queen. I sighed lightly. Sam heard it and came rushing to my side ‘Are you alright, is something bothering you?!?!” I wanted to blow off and say -OH MY FUCKING GOD BACK THE FUCK OFF!!!- but instead i just shook my head no and went over to the table -in the blaring, hot sun- and sat my head down. Sam and Meagan began to rub my back. Holy shit, was i like a goddess now? -lord i hope that doesn’t go on forever!! Anyway so I just tried to sleep, but then i when i looked up to the giggling i heard/saw Cody reading a sex scene for the book “It” out loud!! Holy crap!! I could hear every detail of Every description of everything that happened in that scene!!And the worst part was that everyone was laughing at it – but me-

I got up and held my fist in front of Cody’s face, I glared into his eyes as he looked up. I could hear him take a loud gulp. “Y-Yes?” He asked. Now everyone was looking at me like “What-The-Hell-Is-She-Going-To-Do?”  I kept my glare, and i let out a low growl.

“Cody,(said slowly to bring emphasis on the violence in the voice)  PLEASE, stop reading that scene out loud. Its Disgusting, and Inappropriate.” I said in a low, vicious voice. Then once i sat down, Sam(who was beside Cody) smacked his arm, and said “Really Cody that was gross!!” Then everyone(who was laughing/giggling) started to agree with me, after they found out that i (the one who it seems they worship over) doesn’t like it!! Later Cassidy wanted to talk to Morgan In private, And when ever we came up to them Cassidy would tell us to go away. So i said “What its not like your talking about your sex life. Wait you guys aren’t are you! Oh my god that is sooo Disgusting!! I’m gone, I don’t want to hear about any squecey squecey!!” Everyone behind me started laughing, Even Morgan laughed, Hell even i laughed. But then Cassidy Said “Sam I’m gonna Kill you!!” Then she came at me. I simply just stepped out of the way. And said “Cass. I was just joking. for real talk about easily angered!!” Then she came up to me and we did our _____ sisters secret handshake, With our finger simbols at the ending. Followed by the _____ sisters secret peace handshake. To show a truce. Then once we  (Me, Sam, Megan, Ashley, Lauren, Norma, And Shalondra) were walking away i shouted “Squecey Squecey!!” Then everyone busted out again!!

Halls – Okay B.T.boy noticed that if he moped around the _____ sisters like a sad person, he would get a BIG group hug from all of us. So the first time he did it, i just patted his shoulder with my hand. The next/second/last time he did it, I was the first one to hug him, he wrapped his arms around my waist, and held one of his hands in the other (pressing me closer to him), followed by me wrapping my arms in the only place possible – his neck. Then his head went on my right shoulder, as mine to his left. Then the rest of the girls followed in a group hug but they couldn’t really hug him because nost of him was around me. And he seemed to like it because when everyone else left  he held me for like a extra 3 seconds. A-W-K-W-A-R-D!!!

Going to the gym to the bus lines – B.T.boy and Megan each had a hand full of cucumber slices. Because their last teacher used cucumbers in their work. So the kids got some. I got 3 slices from Megan. and ate them quick. “Dang i LOVE cucumbers!! Then B.T.boy comes RIGHT beside me and says my cucumbers are awesome, they are the best, you’ll LOVE my cucumbers! – IF you can get some of them!!” so all the time while he was walking me to the gym he wouldn’t let me get any cucumbers. But he kept saying stuff like “Oh i know you like my cucumbers!” and then i would blush, and smack his arm. One time after i smacked him he ruffled my hair, so i ruffled his. then he said “Nobody touches a white boys hair!” and i said “oh really?” The i gave him a nuggy!! We were both laughing by the time we satdown in our bus lines right next to eachother. Then i said “____ Your crazy!!” ,

“I know you like my crazy!!”

I blushed, “You Wish!”

“Oh come onnn, You Know You Like It!! You Know You Like It!!” he sang while rubbing his abs, then he held down his under shirt with on hand, and with the other hestarted to pull up his top shirt- like he was stripping. . . And he was making beats with his mouth which made me blush, laugh, and smile at the same time – thats something NOBODY sees- on me at least. After i while of . . . messing around. . . .or maybe it was flirting. . . he got up to get some water. While he was gone i got out a pencil, planing to throw it at him when he came back. When i did i thought he would throw it back at me, but instead he kept it!! “_____ give me back my pencil PLEASE.” I said.

“No its my pencil, But we all know that you want it!”

“Oh my god that is sooo wrong!!”

“Only if you think about it like that.” he said while smirking and winking at me.

-OH MY GOD HE WINKED AT YOU!?!?!?- yea duh darkside, its not the first time!!

After blushing, “_____ really can i PLEASE get my pencil back?” i spoke

“No but i will give you my pencil if you let me keep yours!” he said while smirking,and winking AGAIN!

-HOLY SHIT, AGAIN?!?!? I THINK THATS SOOOOOO HOT!!- darkside, get over it

“_____ that is soooooo gross!!”

“Sam,you know i didn’t mean it like that, i really do have a pencil. and you can have it if you want.”

“Oh you perv!!” I said while blushing (Like i was this whole conversation)

“Nice dirty mind Sam! I bet that gets you good grades! but anyway here-” B.T.boy spoke while taking a WRITING pencil out of his pocket and throwing it at me, hitting me in the boobs!!

“nice aim -NOT. And i want MY pencil back!!” I said while throwing his pencil back to him, only to get it thrown at my boobs AGAIN!!

“Sam first of all, I wasn’t aiming. I can’t help it if your chest is just soooo big. and second I like your pencil, its hotter!!” He said in between laughs, smirks, and even a little blush! I could tell he was lying about the “not aiming” thing because he was laughing.

“Oh its ON!!!!!” I said while smacking him upside of his head, he threw MY pencil at me but it fell on my boobs, then rolled to the floor! Instead of getting really pissed i decide to get up and get some water to cool me down. on my way back my bus line was almost leaving. I grabbed my book bag then on my way out i shuffled B.T.boys hair. And then when i passed Morgan, Megan Ashley, and Sam(at different times) We would throw up our _____ sisters signal to indicate “bye, peace, catch ya later, or whatever goodbye works for you.

AWESOMELY AWKWARD DAY

Samantha, Psychopath,and penguin!!

Sorry About The No Post Thing, but here you go

Okay this might be long, I’m not sure. But this will be a UPDATE, TYPICAL JUNIOR HIGH, and a I LOVE THIS SONG #10, and also a regular post – ALL IN ONE! I might be up all night writing this, while mom and The Thing are sleeping (Cody is away on a flied trip to Disney world -Little Brat- but anyway Good for him -NOT- ) for starters, I guess i should do the update first.

~UPDATE~

1 – I now HATE (i know hate is a “strong word” but i HATE) my “father” now!Even if he says ONE thing to me, even a nice thing i want to smack the hell out of him, I will now call him The Thing.

2 – everything that is written like this -put evil stuff here- is dark side speaking (or just me being really annoyed, angry, or just plan old BEYOND PISSED aka my usual mood now.) I have already written some stuff like that in the column above . . when i was talking about Cody`s -gay- trip to Disney world -where he gets to go get worshiped over his “glorious” voice(the voice that nobody but me and my friends think i have) DUMB BASSES-

3 – MOM IS AWESOME!!

4 – I have been trying to listen to all different kinds of music

(hip hop,metal,rock, Gothic, Goth-Rock, COUNTRY,reggae, alternative,        emo, techno, Grunge -or grungen *happy face*-, Dance, Classical, and even blues!) just to go with my multi-personality. I’m so crazy that i have been listening to almost everything but rap. i even have a favorite COUNTRY song!

Favorite song for each genre

Hip hop – who the freak knows maybe beautiful -Akon , or Rhianna – Take A Bow

Metal – Dragonforce – Through The Flames And Fire

Rock – what the smurf ass is rock?

Gothic – Flyleaf – I’m So Sick (Scream version)

Goth-Rock – As I Lay Dying – The Sound of Truth

Country - I Loved Her First – Heartland

Reggae – Sean Paul – Temperature

Alternative – Linken Park – Refugee

Emo – Seether Featuring Amy Lee – Broken

Techno - If You Seek Amy – Britney Spears

Grunge – Alice In Chains – Heaven Beside You

Dance – Rhianna – Disturbia

Classical – Beethoven -Moonlight Sonata

Blues – ZZ Top – Legs

LOL – some random selection huh? And when the hell did i start saying “LOL”? It usually scares the shit outta me. – CREEPY

5 – I have been reading – the Twilight saga by Stephanie Meyers. I read Twilight, New Moon,and Eclipse each in one day! Now im on Breaking Dawn – And I’m not really to interested in it, i guess its because I’m at the part when Bella has just turned into a Vampire. And really its like “Blah Blah She learns new stuff Blah Blah -Who gives a shit?- Blah Blah” FOREVER! come on Stephanie Get back to the plot! So i have taken a small break on the book – I might start it again tonight, after I’m done with this.

The Thing is making me get off because its “Too Late” -Go suck something and get happy dumb butt!!- anyway i will probably get back on and finish this after he goes to bed. So yea. . .

LATER

6 – I have been wearing – anything other than skirts and dresses. Mostly Black stuff, but i have been wearing pink, yellow, blue, green, red, white, and almost anything!!!! (but mostly black -Can’t live without black-)

7- Weather has been a bitch! I mean Sunny over the weekends and then nobody knows what is going to happen during the week days! It could be raining, High winds, Cloudy, and even sunny, all in one day!

8 – Why do I -HATE- The Thing? = because he is being a lazy, Annoying, Bitchy, Crack head, Dumb ass, Stupid, Retarded, *shudders when says this*= Father! EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

OKAY!!!!!!!! now that i got THAT over with i should go on to my TYPICAL JUNIOR HIGH post!

~TYPICAL JUNIOR HIGH – Now Protective? WTF??~

Okay now B.T.boy is PROTECTIVE of ME!! Where the Hell did that one come from? I mean like the other day me and Sam. F. were walking on the track, and B.T.boy and Adam where in front of us, with a bunch of other guys. And I told Sam not to let me walk into anyone because i was walking with my eyes shut. So while i was walking I ALMOST ran into B.T.boy but Sam grabbed my arm and pulled me back. Then one guy that they were walking with said something about us holding hands, and Adam turns around and says “We think we just saw you two holding hands. Do you to go out with each other?” Then B.T.boy looks at Adam and punches him in the shoulder saying “Man haw can you even think that, I KNOW that Samantha _my_last _name_here_ isn’t lesbian, and I’m pretty sure Samantha F. Isn’t!”  “True, neither of them look like they are,” Adam says while turning to us, “Sorry Samantha’S.” Then he goes up to Sam F. and begins to walk with her. All while the other guys that they were with were saying “Man, I don’t know, i mean Samantha _my_last _name_here_ is hot, but if their hot then they are more likely to be lesbian.” Then B.T.boy comes up to me and PUTS HIS ARM AROUND MY WAIST, turns to the other guys and says “If you guys think shes lesbian then come talk to me!”  Then All the other guys look at the one who said crap about me, and says “dang man!” but one guy said “_____ Just go out with her all ready!” I blushed at that, Then B.T.boy Turn us around and whispered in my ear “Don’t pay attention to them.”    “Okay.” I said silently. Then he says  “Hey, I haven’t talked to you in a while, How have you been?” Then we just started talking and walking until he had to go like 3 minutes later. Until that time he still had HIS ARM AROUND MY WAIST! -WTF just happened??? Okay enough of that crap, B.T.boy no longer has a girlfriend. Lina broke up with him after he told her the truth about what he thought about her weight. When she asked him what he thought, DUMB BLONDE!!

~I LOVE THIS SONG # 10~

Through The Fire And Flames – Dragonforce

On a cold winter morning
In the time before the light
In flames of death’s eternal reign
We ride towards the fight
When the darkness is falling down
And the times are tough all right
The sound of evil laughter
Falls around the world tonight
Fighting hard, fighting on for the steel
Through the wastelands evermore
The scattered souls will feel the hell
Bodies wasted on the shores

On the blackest plains in hell’s domain
We watch them as they go
In fire and pain, now once again we know

So now we’re flyin’, we’re free,
We’re free before the thunderstorm
on towards the wilderness
Our quest carries on
Far beyond the sundown, far beyond the moonlight
Deep inside our hearts and all our souls

So far away we wait for the day
For the lives all so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

As the red day is dawning
And the lightning cracks the sky
They will raise their hands to the heavens above
With resentment in their eyes
Running back through the midmorning light
There’s a burning in my heart
We’re banished from a time in a fallen land
To a life beyond the stars

In your darkest dreams see to believe
Our destiny this time
And endlessly we’ll all be free tonight

And on the wings of a dream so far beyond reality
All alone in desperation, now that time has come
Lost inside you’ll never find, lost within my own mind
Day after day this misery must go on

So far away we wait for the day
For the lives all so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands
We fought so hard now can we understand
I’ll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can
For freedom of every man

So far away we wait for the day
For the lives all so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

-Awesome song with a lot of evil, gruesome guitar solos!!-

Anyway Peeps CATCH YA LATER!!!!

Psychopath (_____Sister nickname)

Penguin (nickname)

And Grungen (Species)

SAMANTHA and DARK SIDE

-I still think that I should be first-

oh shut the fuck up! quit whinnying! for real GET OVER IT!! CRY ME A RIVER, BUILD ME A BRIDGE, AND THEN GET THE FREAK OVER IT!!!!!!!

Please EXCUSE any cussing that I said

I LOVE THIS SONG # 9

NEW LYRICS

Okay my peeps, I have updated the “My Lyrics” Folder. So you might want to go check that out. Also, that folder is password protected, and if you want to see the folder, tell me on Yahoo Messenger. By the way this message is  for family only. Oh and, I know you more than likely have read the song, but I changed it and add some more stuff to it so, um yea.

METALLICA ROCKS

Samantha

METALLICA ROCKS!!

Okay I know you guys will think I’m overly obsessive, but I’m not like those stupid preps and the “Gay@$$ brothers” oh I’m sorry, I mean “Jonass Brothers”. But still Metallica ROCKS!!! after all, i know all of their CD’s and I have over 40 of their songs downloaded on my Music Player.


album: “Kill ‘em All” (1983)

Hit The Lights~~~~~~
The Four Horsemen~~~~~
Motorbreath
Jump In The Fire~~~~~~
(Anesthesia) Pulling Teeth
Whiplash~~~~~~
Phantom Lord
No Remorse
Seek & Destroy~~~~~~
Metal Militia
Am I Evil?
~~~~~~

album: “Ride The Lightning” (1984)*

Fight Fire With Fire~~~~~~
Ride The Lightning~~~~~~~
For Whom The Bell Tolls~~~~~~
Fade To Black~~~~~~
Trapped Under Ice
Escape
Creeping Death~~~~~~~~
The Call of Ktulu

album: “Master Of Puppets” (1986)*

Battery~~~~~
Master of Puppets~~~~~~~~~
The Thing That Should Not Be
Welcome Home (Sanitarium)~~~~~~~~
Disposable Heroes
Leper Messiah
Damage, Inc.

album: “…And Justice For All” (1988)*

Blackened~~~~~
…and Justice For All~~~~~~~~
Eye of the Beholder
One~~~~~~~~~
The Shortest Straw~~~~~~~
Harvester Of Sorrow
The Frayed Ends Of Sanity
To Live Is To Die~~~~~~
Dyers Eve ~~~~~~~~

album: “METALLICA” (black album) (1991)*

Enter Sandman~~~~~~~
Sad But True~~~~~~~
Holier Than Thou
The Unforgiven~~~~~~
Wherever I May Roam~~~~~~~
Don’t Tread On Me
Through The Never~~~~~~~
Nothing Else Matters~~~~~~
Of Wolf And Man~~~~~~~~~
The God That Failed
My Friend Of Misery~~~~~~~
The Struggle Within

album: “Load” (1996)*

Ain’t My Bitch
2×4
The House That Jack Built
Until It Sleeps
King Nothing~~~~~~~~~
Hero Of The Day
Bleeding Me
Cure
Poor Twisted Me
Wasting My Hate
Mama Said
Thorn Within~~~~~~~~~
Ronnie
The Outlaw Torn ~~~~~~~~~~~

album: “Reload” (1997)

Fuel~~~~~~~~~~
The Memory Remains~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Devil’s Dance
The Unforgiven II~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Better Than You
Slither
Carpe Diem Baby
Bad Seed
Where The Wild Things Are
Prince Charming
Low Man’s Lyric
Attitude
Fixxxer

album: “Garage Inc.” (1998)*

Free Speech For The Dumb
It’s Electric
Sabbra Cadabra
Turn The Page~~~~~~~~~~
Die, Die My Darling~~~~~~~~~~~~
Loverman
Mercyful Fate
Astronomy
Whiskey In The Jar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tuesday’s Gone
The More I See
Helpless
The Small Hours
The Wait
Crash Course In Brain Surgery
Last Caress / Green Hell
Am I Evil?~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Blitzkrieg
Breadfan
The Prince
Stone Cold Crazy
So What
Killing Time
Overkill
Damage Case
Stone Dead Forever
Too Late Too Late

album: “St. Anger” (2003)

Frantic
St. Anger~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Some Kind Of Monster
Dirty Window
Invisible Kid
My World
Shoot Me Again
Sweet Amber
The Unnamed Feeling
Purify
All Within My Hands

album: “Death Magnetic” (2008)

That Was Just Your Life
The End Of The Line
Broken, Beat & Scarred
The Day That Never Comes~~~~~~
All Nightmare Long
Cyanide~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
The Unforgiven III~~~~~~~~~
The Judas Kiss~~~~~~~~
My Apocalypse~~~~~~~

other songs:

I Disappear*~~~~~
We Did It Again

Those are all of Metallica’s CD’s and All the songs with ~~~ that behind it are the ones I have, and more. Those are just the ones on the top of my head.

Garage Inc. is a CD just of songs Metallica remade. And all of them are AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

I might edit this post later, because I have to go right now.

Samantha



Typical Junoir High -My First Hyperventilation!

Awkward, I know. But yes, i hyperventilated today. Why? – Because B.T boy scared the Shiznit out of me!!!

Outside – Some of the guys decided to make a pyramid, like cheerleaders do, except they got on the hands and knees, with thier backs flat up in the air! Well, B.T.boy decides to be onthe bottom, in the center. So ALL of the others weight is on him. I started freaking out, telling Sam F. “Oh my God, he is going to get himself hurt!” Then next thing I know, my breath was tooken and I was breathing REALLY hard. I started to shead ONE tear, “Lets go!! I can’t take wacthing others be in controlable pain.” I said to Sam. So me her and Cassidy left after i made sure he got out safe. We went over to the table where Sam hugged me, and Cassidy rubbed my back. I still felt like my breath was tooken, but my breathing calmed down a bit. Then after a clamed down a bit, Cassidy wanted to know what was wrong with me. I told her that B.T.boy scared me because he was at the bottom of the pyramid, bottom and center at that, and that I liked B.T.boy. She was SHOCKED!!!!! But, yet I got her to promise me not to tell anyone.Then I said “Dang I wish i had some heavy metal to calm me down. . . Not even a minute later B.T.boy comes up behind my with some headphones and a CD player, (I still had my head down) Anyway, he came up behind my and put the headphones on my ears. Get this Metallica was playing. TELL ME THAT IS NOT COINCIDENTAL!!!!! Anyway after like 30 seconds he took off the headphones, hit stop, shoved the CD player in his pocket, and sat next to me. “Sam you look like you saw a ghost!” he spoke. I sighed, “No, I’m just a little scared.”

“What for?”

“You scared her!” Sam shouted.

“What? Me? How did I scare her?”

“NEVER MIND!! I can’t believe how clueless you guys are! JUST MAKE HER FEEL BETTER!!” She shouts again.

Then Morgan came, B.T.boy looked at me, I got up and started to run, B.T.boy says “Oh HELL!!!” and I RUN away! LIKE A LITTLE GIRL!!! Anyway, Morgan chases me, and i stop running, she asks me “whats wrong?”

((((Darkside – “I KNOW THAT PEOPLE ASK YOU THAT DAILY, THAT MUST GET ANNOYING!!!!”))))

I say “Nothin’, just the regular hyperventilating-for-the-first-time-in-my-life-and-over-a-guy, bullshi*.” I never really told her. But anyway she got me to go back over to the table, !!!!!THANK GOD!!!!! B.T.boy wasn’t there.  Then Ashley K. comes over to the table and talks to me about the reg. then Cassidy, Morgan, And B.T.boys class got called in. I asked Sam and Ashley if they would walk with me, We walk. B.T.boy comes back out because he forgot his jacket. and on his way back he scares Ashley by sneaking up behind us and shouting (Me and Sam are used to that) Then he goes back inside.

Psychopath or Samantha

~Psychopath is my new nickname~

P.S. – Sorry its been awhile :(

UPDATE OF YO FIZZLE FROSTY PENGUINS

Okay, i still think that B.T.boy is a SMEXY ASK, but he is being a COMPLETE jackask. I want to punch him in his dang SMEXY face, and shake him into senses until he has sbs (shaking baby syndrome). How is he being a donkey?? -

Okay he has a new girlfriend after about 2 months of singleness. (aww how sad- NOT!) and his new chick is Fat, Ugly, And very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very PREPPY!!!! Also she, well, um, She goes around school talking about EVERYBODY, like a bad little prep. And this makes me mad because, HE HAS STOPPED TALKING TO ME AND MY FRIENDS, AND HAS STARTED HANGING OUT WITH THE PREPS!!!!! (Dark Side -” Thats a SMEXYASK gone to waste!!!!!!”) Well, he hasn’t stopped talking to us COMPLETLY!! just he has started to not hang out with us, and has stopped talking to us like he used to, now its ONLY a “hey”, “Whussup”, or “Hi” every now and then. Im sooooooooooo PISSED at him that i have began to avoid him, and I’m going INSANE!!! You can ask any of my friendzeys that were around, but when we were outside, i started being anti-social on the hill, then when ever i looked at him i would jump up, walk up to the building, and start punching it, and kicking it, and cussing my friend, the wall out. Also anyone who made fun of me, i chased until they got ahead of me, then i went back to my friend, The Wall. Then i settled down because i remembered that i had my CD player, head phones, and Disturbed CD, in my pocket book. So i sat down and listened to some metal, while my friends sat around me. Then after a while i calmed down so much, that i didn’t have to listen to metal. I just started cussing, to no one imperticular, About B.T.boy. Like i was saying

“I can’t believe that mother****er!! He is just a little manw****!! I dont give a **** about him anyway!!! Who the **** would?!?!? Oh, other than that stupid fat@$$ girlfriend of that son of a waffle!!”

Then teardrop calmed me down, and i stopped cussing, and yelling. Then it was soon time for B.T.boys class to come in. I freaked and curled up in a ball, laid down, facing the oposite way that he would be in, and hoped that he didn’t see me. but OF COURSE that fagget did see me, and he came up behind me, bent down, and poked me about hard as the devils downstairs would be when he saw a angel. I sprung up shouting “Who the hell?!?!” then i saw B.T.boy standing there. I said “Oh, Who gives a ****!!” and sat back down. He looked at me weird before leaving.  Once he left i started yelling and cussing again.I soon got calmed down again.

Also, this guy Kalen, (K – Len or Zach, Kalen is his middle name but theres to many Zach`s, So everyone calls him Kalen) I believe has a thing for me. And hes not to bad looking. And hes also ALOT LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA LOT-SA  nicer than B.T.boy is right now. So i THINK i MIGHT like him too……………………………………………………………………………………………….. MAYBE………………………………………OKAY I LIKE HIM TO, BUT BT.BOY STILL COMES FIRST. Even if he is a jackask at the moment, i bet you 100000000 dollar that he will stop going out with Lina, or his gf in a few weeks. and he might move on to someone else.

Anyway, thats the schoolish update for you YO FIZZLE FROSTY PENGUINS.

Other than that Reality has put me in a strait jacket, and is forcing me to listen to EVERYTHING that it has to say. INCLUDING ———–

* we are moving to IL this summer, or before

*No matter how bad things get im still alive, and i CANT make it though things by myelf

*I HATE ALMOST EVERYONE

*ALMOST EVERYONE IS OUT TO GET ME

*LIFE SUCKS SMURF ASK

*PENGUINS RULE

*Penguins are on my side

*Parents suck

*Cody can kiss my ask

*DISTURBED IS MY SHIZNIT!!

*Disturbed keeps me alive, in this time of going though preteen, and teenage FREAKOUT TIMEING.

*Parents will never understand preteens, or teenagers

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay there you go yo fizzle frosty penguin

Penguin

(Samantha)

Typical Junoir High – I HAVE A STALKER!!! – HELP ME

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, just had to get that over with, Anyway mister-conformity is now MY FREAKING STALKER!!! I’m not kidding, this kid has is ether metal, or doesn’t understand “I don’t want you around me, that’s why I’m avoiding you!!! Back the !@#$ off!!!” I, for your information, Still like B.T.boy VERY VERY VERY MUCH!! For some reason my friend thinks i like mister-conformity. I don’t but i just talk about him all the time because he is scaring me shiznitless (S@!Tless)This dude is freaking that shiz out of me. I am being FOLLOWED 24/7. and i don’t think its all fun and games, even if he hasn’t don’t anything to me, i still think that following me around, and staring at me, and FREAKING me over my mental limits – is JUST a little WEIRD, NO INSANE!!!!!! Brandie, if your reading this, PLEASE HELP ME!!! Send carter back here so he can be my bodyguard!!!!PLEASE!!!! Before i go completely INSANE, PHSCHO, OR MENTAL, i guess i should explain what the heck happened today. Oh and, i changed mister-conformity`s nickname to MY STALKER

Gym – bored as hell

Halls – bored as hell

First Period – i fell asleep in class, my favorite class, with my favorite teach. And she woke me up, but privately, nobody realized i was asleep. Other than my teacher, she knew that something was wrong with me because im usally all over the work that she has for us.

Second Period – (Dark Side – “Sam take a dddeeeeeeppp breath, and calm down, you can do this.”) *takes long, slow, deep sigh*

Okay, Once MY STALKER came into class i had my nose stuck in a book, and he sat his stuff down and looked to me and said

“Hey Samantha!!” (My Thoughts – “NO!! get the hell away from me! i need to sick Samantha F. on you. She has a nickname around school called “Shin breaker!!”")

I didn’t even look up but instead just raised my hand and slightly waved it before putting it down and turning a page. (Dark Side – “And he didn’t get the message then? Is this guy !@#$ing mental??”)

Anyway, this STALKER guy sits RIGHT next to me, I could feel him staring at me. every time i looked in his direction (not at him, like at the teacher, board, or someone else) i saw him (out of the corner of my eye) STARING at me . . . . . . . . . . this is soooooooooooooooooooooooooo creepy that i am going to sleep with my door locked!!!!

Halls – before going to lunch, i had to get my math text book out of my locker. And this guy is so much of my stalker that the guy FOLLOWS me to my locker!! And then when i put in my combination, and open my locker door *GRINS EVILLY* MY STALKER sees my pictures of my SMEXY brother, Justin. I swear these picture should be on television. Plus, the pictures are of him when he was my age. And they are on this paper that has hearts all around them and it says “I LOVE YOU JUSTIN!!!” , and “I WILL MISS YOU!!!” just, it doesn’t say that he is my brother, so by the looks of MY STALKER`S face, he thought Justin was my boyfriend. XD Man, it was sooo funny. MY STALKER`S face went pale (With an expression of jealousy) Then he just walked away, Without a word.   ~I KNOW I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOO EVIL~

Lunch – The guy sat in front of me, TWO seats down, The closest seat next to me. And he was STARING at me while eating, talking, or doing whatever this guy does.

Outside – AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STALKER MOMENT!!! This is wear i find out this dude is NUTS for me, And is my STALKER. . . .  hyperventilates. (Darkside – “SAM!!! CALM DOWN!!! I promise, if that bastard does anything to you i will plant a bomb inside his brain, the let you pull the trigger!!! That is AFTER your brothers beat the SHIZ out of him!!!”)  Anyway,

There was a half dead, half frozen raccoon on the side of the track. Soon everyone was crowded around it, and the teacher called animal control. Samantha F. was freaking out, because it reminded her of her dogs that died. then some of the guys were throwing ice balls at it, And talking about getting sticks and whacking it to death. Samantha F., and Lauren were on the left side of the crowd, and Shalondra, Amari, And Shawna were on the right side, so i was ALWAYS walking back and forth. And guess what, MY STALKER followed me from one side to the other. Soon i got so freaked out, and Sam couldn’t take watching them trow shiz at it, that we left, and decided to walk around the track. I`m not kidding, but guess who followed me – MY STALKER!!! I got sooo freaked out that i just started talking so fast, and shouting gibberish that i freaked Samantha out. So i decided to cross threw the field hoping he wasn’t nuts enough to follow me. Well guess what, He was. I AM NOT KIDDING!! This freaky bastard followed me and Samantha across the football field. He was about fifteen feet to the right of us. Then once again, I got sooo freaked out that i just started talking so fast, and shouting gibberish that i freaked Samantha out. So i decided to turn around half way. And you want to know what SO DID MY STALKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then we went over to Our Table, right. And he goes to the table closest to ours and sits on THE VERY EDGE, AND FREAKING STARES AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i decide to walk again, he follows – So i tell Samantha to start running so i can chase her and we can get farther away from him. And she does, and i chase her. THEN THE !@#$ER STARTS POWER WALKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then Lauren comes up to us, and we go sit at the tables, And he goes to the table closest to ours and sits on THE VERY EDGE. Then i go nuts again and start running up the hill, then down and up and down talking sooo fast i can’t understand myself. then Lauren gets me to calm down a VERY little bit. and i sit DEAD CENTER on the track, then i lay down – with Samantha and Lauren sitting with me. Then MY STALKER goes and sits at the closest table, at THE VERY EDGE!!!!!!!! Lauren, and Samantha sat next to me.

I  tell Lauren the who,what where, and when about the subject, and she says “Samantha, you should be flattered!!!”

I shout “HELL NO IM NOT, HAVE YOU EVER HAD A STALKER??? IT IS NOT FUN!!! I CAN FEEL THE CREEP STARING AT ME EVERY SECOND IM IN HIS SIGHT!!!”"

I freak out again, as he stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares and stares  AT ME.

Soon we had to go inside. (My Thoughts – ” NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO he has to sit next to me : ( !!!”)

Gym (Afternoon)  – B.T.boy was in the row right in between me and MY STALKER. Anyway i bought three bars of chocolate, and i split one and gave it to some chicks i know, i gave one to B.T.boy and i ate one. MY STALKER sees this (while STARING at me, which i found out, is his hobbie in to gym in the afternoon) and just kept  staring and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring, and staring . . . . .at me until im knocked out senseless, No but forreal until i get the AWESOME plan to make him JeAlOuS!!!! So i go up to B.T.boy and sit RIGHT next to him and start busting some moves. Not really but i start talking to him.

“Hey ____ wussup?!” i said with a BIG smile pasted across my face.

“Nothin’ much what ’bout you??” he said before giving me a good poke.

“Same here. I’m just chillin’ till my bus gets here. I think its late.”

“Yea i think it is too, you always leave before the row next to you, and they left.” He spoke, before ruffling my hair, then i playfully punched his shoulder, he poked me, i smacked his head softly, he ruffled my hair, you get it.

Then he had to go. We said our goodbyes, and as soon as he left i got freaked out again. I NEEDED something to do. So i grab my book bag and stuff and went to go talk to my favorite teacher, Mr. Yancey. I don’t even have him as a teacher but we are tite and shiz. He also supplies the chocolate so XD

I walk up to him and slid on the stage, that he was standing next to.

“HEY, Mr. Yancey!!!” I said cheerfully, as i grabbed my wallet and pulled out a dollar.

“What kind do you want, Sam??” He said referring to the chocolate.

“Can i get a milk chocolate??”

“If i can get a hug.” He spoke.

I stood up and hugged him then he gave me my chocolate, as i gave him the money. “Thanks Mr. Yancey.” i spoke while sitting back down.

“No, thank you Sam. Your my best customer, I think you buy 30 bars every week.”

“Close enough!!” I spoke while we were both laughing.

Then i went back to my spot on the floor. I GLANCED at MY STALKER. And noticed he was STARING at me again. He waved to me, and i acted like i didn’t see it.

Once i was leaving i heard MY STALKER calling my name repetitiously. I ignored it, As you can see i don’t like him. Hes to boring and needs to find a life that doesn’t inclued STARING at me, Freaking me out, or any not talking to me – just  STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and  STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING and STARING  AT ME – or in other words freaking me out shiznitless.

-scared

Penguin