Stats

Come on people can you get out and tell your friends about Hope Stories? Would you like to know what my stats,and data are its horrible help me out and get the word around,please dont make me do all the work. Heres my stats (in days) and don’t you dare laugh

DAYS

May 30th-0 views

May 29th-0 views

May 28th-1 view(s)

May 27th-0 views

May 26th-6 veiws

May 25th-1 view(s)

May 24th-0 views

May 23rd-3 views

May 22nd-1 view(s)

May 21st-9 views

MONTHS

Hope Stories first month on the internet- 12 views (come on people)

Hope Stories 2nd month on the internet- 116 views (awesome keep up the good work)

Hope Stories 3rd month on the internet- 69 views (less than impressed)

This is awful can’t you support me and Hope Stories and during all this time you want to know how many comments i got…six thats it in three months only six dang comments!!!

okay i have to go now but i want you to get the word out about Hope Stories

-Samantha

quit being lazy!!

Shocked But Not Scared

Sure we all get scared. Well what are you scared of? I am scared of freaks on the internet trying to get to you,thats my main scary thing. I gess i`m only scared of this thing because i have been though a lot on the internet mainly E-mails and Messengers i have had some bad friends who sent me bad, scary E-mails,and messengers. I have a E-mail and messenger profiles.Latly one person has been messing around with me,but at least i know who he is.This person is my friends boyfriend and has a really bad background he has to go to a camp for drugs and he`s a really bad person of course hes always at my friends house and when i get on my messenger account he likes to talk to me he cuss`s me out and he calls me names good and bad(such as ugle, whore, sexy)really i have been though so much with my emails that he doesn`t scare me.Its not like he knows my phone number or address,but of course the fact i know he has my email address can be shocking.I`m not scared of the fool,because thats what he is, a little fool.Who in the world harass`s little kids (i`m younger than him) i will tell you who…he does.If you ever have E-mail,messenger,Myspace or any internet harassing problem heres some advise-

1-never give out your email address,home address,phone number or full name to anyone on the internet you don’t know(and just to be safe ask your parent before you do this)

2-if someone does start harassing you report him or her to the blog or website owner fast.

3-when being harassed you should not panic this person is a creep and you need to remain clam in order to not do what he/she says to do.

4-if you want to meet a person you have found on the internet you should ask you parent first and if they let you ask one to go with you to meet this person,she/he might not be who they say they are.

5-during harassment the harasser might want you to go on porn websites,threat him/her,call him/her. You should not do these things. Why? Because porn websites your parents more than likely wont aprove of,if you threat him/her they can =report you,or blackmail you,calling them will not just make you uncofertable,but if they have caller id they have your phone number and they can call you and find out your email address,home address,phone number or full name.

If you need more info on internet harassment comment me on this post.

For awhile i was harassed by who i thought was my best friend i gave her my email address and messenger address and she harassed me.A harasser can very well make you think they are your friend but while you believe that they are they can make you ado bad things and get away with what they just made you do.Don`t let anyone harass you i didn’t. I even gave the person my E-mail password but as soon as i realized i was being harassed i got a new password,blocked them,and reported them.

i have to go-Samantha

The Way I Feel…

I`m feeling sad, hurt, and i hate to say this but the alone Samantha is back. I hate the way i feel and i`m being drawn back in too the alone circle. I feel like nobody can understand me, i miss my family of huge siblings. I can’t sleep at night,everything is so quiet and boring. At night i toss and turn until my muscles hurt.last night i when to sleep at 5:30 and my mother got me up and 11:00. I feel like if i talk too someone i always end up saying something wrong i even i hurt someone or even myself because of what i say. Ether way i say something wrong..so i`m trying not to say much. When i do have fun (with other people) i always end up screwing it up for the other people. If i stay away from other people then i feel alone. What do i do? At night i turn my music up loud but my dad comes in and tell me to turn it down. In the daytime i put on my headphones and draw. When people ask me stuff i answer then put back on my headphones before they can start a conversation, And when i`m “playing” outside i don’t talk unless i need to know something or someone asks me something. It’s not really bad but its getting there.UPDATE-

Reading-nothing

Music-Three Days Grace,12 Stones,Piller,Simple Plan,Rehab,and Bon Jovi is what I’ve been listening to on my music players.

Cothes-pretty much anything dark.My mom says that its a stage but i think not black is high in fashion today,i’m not much of a fashion person anyway but it helps you blend in.Some people call it rocker,or punk I call it me,I love wearing a cool black rocker tee and matching jeans.

Weather-sunny and hot sometimes rainy but great weather.I love rain and thunder storms.Plus who can not like a sunny day-best weather to skate broad.

Jewl’s and makeup-nothing other than some cool handmade bracelets and a cross necklace from a friend go on my body-oh and the ocasional rings(I don’t have ears holes…yet)and I dont wear any makeup onless you consider toe nail polish and chap stick makeup.

there ya go full update on me!

well reader gotta go we are having a cookout and i have too help cook…

Love Ya-Samantha

Update

Have you ever wished you had super powers,lived in fantasy,or were a mutant…I have. The Marvel Comics,and the Chronicles of Narnia are both a good series of movies too watch. Maybe you would be interested in the Maximum Ride book series by James Patterson. I have to i cant wait for the Maximum Ride movie to come out,the books are off the top awesome! My favorite movies and books have the following things in it:super powers,fantasy,or mutants.Such as the X-Men series(marvel comics),Chronicles of Narnia series,Maximum Ride series,Fantastic four series(marvel comics), and the Lord of The Rings series,if you have noticed all of these are series. Why? I don`t know i just like all these and series are very cool because everything last longer. I also think that movies(and books)should have some romantic stuff in it. Tragic love and super powers, fantasy, or mutants are awesome combind together. The love makes everything great. Oh and readers i have THE BEST NEWS ever my brother Justin is coming home for a visit this coming up month! I can’t wait i miss him so much,and i have more good news i have learned to straitent my own hair good all but the bottom it keeps going everywhere i will keep practicing until i get it right. Well gotta go for. Now see ya later

-Samantha

Forever

Forever…a very long time. Have you ever said i “i will love you forever” i wonder if you can love forever. Not just love either think,sleep,or talk. Sometimes i think my brother talks forever but its not nearly forever like God has lived and will live forever do you know how old he is nobody really knows but the bible goes back about 2000 b.c maybe more know one really knows. Thats why this year is 2008 if it weren’t for Jesus we wouldn’t know what year it was. If you think about it you will understand. I believe in God,and if you don’t what do you believe in…or how do you think the world started? I believe in the most possible and the most faithful. If you believe in god but not heaven whats the point in beliving in God? The point in God and Jesus is to have Faith that god is real and that Jesus is too,and since you believe in them once you die you go to heaven and not hell. You go to heaven because you believe in God and Jesus tell me..is Jesus the son of god or are they (Jesus and God)one living thing? Everyone believes differently.When your friend believes that God and Jesus are one and you believe Jesus is the son of God don’t try to prove her (or him)wrong,because you’ll just find out that everyone can believe differently .Just because you believe in something doesn’t mean everyone does. If you go to church do me a favor and ask your pastor if Jesus is the son of God or are him and God one living spirt.

love you all,got to go

………….Samantha

Why Do We Love???

Why do we love one another? God created a feeling inside of us that we could keep to ourselves or let the world know about. We love people… as friends and more than friends and he made ways to show are love like roses and chocolate plus more (that I will not talk about). We all know how to love but why do we love is more of a trick question. Everyone has their own ways to love and their own ways of why they love. You may love your mother or father or a guy at school (or girl) and you may love Jesus or God. (Jesus is the son of god) Anyone can love but what is true love. Nobody can really know what true love is because everyone has their own ideas of what it is (Ideas are like armpits everyone has them but some stink) and different ideas are good. If we all had the same idea there would be no point in people there would be no excitement in life there would be no surprise’s…Think about it. If we all love (which we do) why should we be embarrassed when we like someone and the word gets out? It’s a normal thing. When you have a crush and get all excited think about this what would happen if the person you liked found out about this and he and his friends made fun of you (this goes for guys too) just say to them that everyone loves so what’s the big deal? He’ll have to think about that before he laughs at you again. On the other hand what if he doesn’t make fun of you and stays quiet chances are he likes you too. Or he respects girls and doesn’t want you to be laughed at. So don’t jump to conclusions when he stays quiet. I have to go now.

-Samantha

Stuff

Have you ever saw the movie Finding Nemo? I have seen it like a million times.This movie is about a little fish with a bad fin and his single father always thinks that he cant do anything because of his bad fin.Nemo(the young fish)was taken by divers and his father travels the whole ocean to find him.In the ending the father realizes that he was keeping his son fish from the whole out sea,and Nemo gets to be like a normal cartoon talking,fish!Sounds cool huh?It is until you have to see it I million times because the niece you baby-sit loves it and screams without the movie on.I’ve been feeling the same way as that young fish being held back from everything,but I have seen what a good thing it is,you get to observe the world,and learn great things!On this post I will give you some details on what I’ve been doing this past couple of weeks-starting with the following=

Reading-I have been reading the project series by Melody Clarkson. This series is a great read and you will love the endings-WARNING-this is a christain series.

Music-Three Days Grace,Avril Lavinge,Piller,And Simple Plan is what I’ve been listening to on my music players.

Cothes-pretty much anything dark.My mom says that its a stage but i think not black is high in fashion today,i’m not much of a fashion person anyway but it helps you blend in.Some people call it rocker,or punk I call it me,I love wearing a cool black rocker tee and matching jeans.

Weather-sunny and hot sometimes rainy but great weather.I love rain and thunder storms.Plus who can not like a sunny day-best weather to skate broad.

Jewl’s and makeup-nothing other than some cool handmade bracelets and a cross necklace from a friend go on my body-oh and the ocasional rings(I don’t have ears holes…yet)and I dont wear any makeup onless you consider toe nail polish and chap stick makeup.

nothing’s really going on in the house other than my soon to be bedroom-my dad is working on it.Outside to much is going on my mother is having the house painted red,white,and blue blue full color,white triming,and i hate to say it but red shutters i hate shutters,and behind them is a baby blue wall,if you think un-colored fingernails are gross(girly girls do.I dont)take that and call it pretty-you must be blind.

Well Gotta Go

Sam

So What!!

So do you believe in global warming?Do you love to draw?Are you home schooled?I am all these things,the global warming crap i think its possible but i think whats heating the earth is god and the humans.God has created the world and all of us knowing what would happen,and he made us the human we litter, poison, and poullute the earth with knowing what we are doing.So this dang global worming stuff is b/s.Yes i believe that.The other stuff i typed up there is there because a little talk i had with someone includes that.i talked with some freaky person who believes in global warming,and she pretty much said that drawing is stupid…to my face,and she also said that nothing is more important than everything because if you don’t get good grades when your a kid your gonna be saying “thank you for coming to McDonalds may i please take your order” for the rest of your life.I don’t plan on doing any of these i plan on going through school then going to collage for art and maybe animals,then helping my parents and getting a apartment in some city and being a pro-painter and artist.i don’t plan any more than that.OK and right now i am in the 6th grade (home schooled) and i hate school because i am behind and everytime someone tells me to get my grades up i want to punch them and never do schoolwork again!!Why do they have to rub it in my face?

-Samantha

Un-Independent

For a while now a have felt untrusted,not a big deal right?…Wrong if my mother wont let my take a walk around the block by myself(i have to take the dog)how will she ever let my go to a friends party or even to the library to study by myself?….Or even worse how will i learn how to defend myself in a life or death problem?I know that not every guy is as nice as my older brothers and will stop pulling my hair when i ask them too.I need too learn how to fight for myself.So i have been asking my parents to let my go to a self defense class.I hope that if they know that i can defend myself they will let me get out more alone.As a matter-of-a-fact i have NEVER been out of our house alone that wasn’t in our property!How can i be more independent if my parents will not let me?Isn’t that one of the things about growing up…being more independent than you once were?My mother’s friends seven year old is more in dependent than me!Don’t you think its about time that i do more things on my own?…its like they don’t trust me.I cant even use a glass cup yet!I’m 11 oh and i haven’t even told you that my family is supposed to move this summer…I’m home schooled right now and i have been for 2 years..and now my mother wants me to go to a public school…OK heres the story… i was in the 4th grade and my brother Cody was in 6th he wanted to be home schooled not me but my mother talked me into trying it out for a year so summer came by and i told my friends i wouldn’t be going to that school for the next year so they start talking behind my back and being mean so my mother wont let my go back to that school.Now i don’t have any friends and i`m going to be moving(fine with me)but a new public school with people i don’t know-scary and everyone keeps telling me that i will make new friend there and everything will be fine but i don’t want to make new friends i`m scared to i keep thinking that they will be like my old friends.I have told my mom that i don’t want to go to a new public school but she keeps telling me that i have to go.

HELP!!-Samantha

Why…

Why-a question everyone asks i have a answer for some “whys” that came up in my head.Why do most girls take long showers?-Girls have much longer hair than boys so its not a dot of shampoo then rinse.you have to get a lot in you hands rub it in your hair make sure you get the shampoo everywhere then rinse,and soap most girls like to be really clean so its like you get soap everywhere then you rinse its takes a little longer also because girls have to shave their legs-under arms-and sometimes arms and you have to dry your self and hair really good if not where ever you go you would be in a puddle and your cothes would be soked wet.Why do grow faster than others even the same aged people?-genes,each family in the world has different genes some are close to being the same but there not only if we could changes those darn genes and all be skiny right,wrong God made us different for a reason enjoy what you have because it can all be taken away at any time.Why are a girls emotions worse than guys?-There not worse they are different we all know that girls are different than guys well so are there emotions.Why are some people smarter than others?-God made us different but i believe that if you want something really bad you can get it and not by having your mom or dad doing it for you by working for it yourself your parents will be happy that you did something by yourself and you get what you want this is also for better grades,goals and a better life.Why do we have pain when we get hurt?-because God made pain so once we get hurt we know not to do what we just did again and get hurt even more,its called learning a lesson.I hope that these “whys” helped you learn a couple of things how do i know so much i don’t talk a lot and i observe and learn things like these.Try it it helps you learn not only these things but you might help your school grades,it did for me and im very bright and i am even the youngest in my class-when i was not home schooled.

love ya -Samantha