For a while now a have felt untrusted,not a big deal right?…Wrong if my mother wont let my take a walk around the block by myself(i have to take the dog)how will she ever let my go to a friends party or even to the library to study by myself?….Or even worse how will i learn how to defend myself in a life or death problem?I know that not every guy is as nice as my older brothers and will stop pulling my hair when i ask them too.I need too learn how to fight for myself.So i have been asking my parents to let my go to a self defense class.I hope that if they know that i can defend myself they will let me get out more alone.As a matter-of-a-fact i have NEVER been out of our house alone that wasn’t in our property!How can i be more independent if my parents will not let me?Isn’t that one of the things about growing up…being more independent than you once were?My mother’s friends seven year old is more in dependent than me!Don’t you think its about time that i do more things on my own?…its like they don’t trust me.I cant even use a glass cup yet!I’m 11 oh and i haven’t even told you that my family is supposed to move this summer…I’m home schooled right now and i have been for 2 years..and now my mother wants me to go to a public school…OK heres the story… i was in the 4th grade and my brother Cody was in 6th he wanted to be home schooled not me but my mother talked me into trying it out for a year so summer came by and i told my friends i wouldn’t be going to that school for the next year so they start talking behind my back and being mean so my mother wont let my go back to that school.Now i don’t have any friends and i`m going to be moving(fine with me)but a new public school with people i don’t know-scary and everyone keeps telling me that i will make new friend there and everything will be fine but i don’t want to make new friends i`m scared to i keep thinking that they will be like my old friends.I have told my mom that i don’t want to go to a new public school but she keeps telling me that i have to go.
HELP!!-Samantha
