Him….

I see him in the halls,in art,gym,lunch.Because hes everywhere to me,he is all i ever think about.

Lets call him B.T. boy.He`s about my size,very cute, handsome ,sexy take your pick.He has dark, full eyes, the cutest smile, blackish-brown hair that in the back goes to the bottom of his neck and in the front it goes partly over his eyes.I knew him before i was home schooled, and now since i have been back in public school again, we talk to each other . He even remembered me form before i was home schooled (i didn’t have to tell him my name he just saw me and said “hey Samantha”).Sure B.T. boy seems perfect, but i my life theres always something wrong with something good….he……he has a girlfriend…(M.M girl).Today once i got to school we all gathered in the gym,waiting to go to our classes, so i sat with my friends, B.T. boy,and M.M girl. They weren’t talking,or sitting with each other and M.M girl looked like she was going to cry..i wanted to jump up and say YES!!! At lunch they weren’t sitting with each other(there is a god)but after lunch i heard they were just trying to get alone so they could kiss (puking sounds)

BUT my day got much better! In art i sit at the same table as he does and M.M girl sits across the room (there definitely is a god) me and B.T. boy slapped hands after i said i wanted to hurt the jonas brothers(we both hate them)I also did a hand trick on him and he even said my drawing was “very good”!!!between those where multiple conversations also. We walked out of art together and talked a bunch on our way back to third period (he walked me back to our next class: )!!) as soon as the bell rang i was out of class searching for B.T. boy in the halls.He was at his locker..i came to him calmly,took a deep breath and said “hey _____” he looked up and replied with “hey Samantha whats up?” i said “oh nothin’ much” walks together. Then we started a conversation,when ever we paused our talking B.T. boy made beats with his mouth i would laugh and look to other way(he`s the class clown type but very funny and not rude)…then we saw M.M girl behind us.He walk to her i slowed down to make sure i didn’t lose him his talk to her for a LITTLE while like 5 seconds then surprisingly came back to me with out her and we where all heading the same way!!There most positively is a god!I guess they said they would talk to each other later.We where almost to the gym door. I started to walk faster because of the crowd, then B.T. boy grabbed the handle of my book bag pulled me back,passing me…i barely heard him saying “see ya” then slowing down coming back to me and said “just kidding”.I replied back with “i will get up back for that,i`ll will do the same thing to you when you least expect it.” finally at the gym door the crowd was fierce, we both started elbowing people. He accidentally hit me! So i shoved him back a war started,laughing and shoving we got though the door(i know M.M girl saw us i wonder if she was jealous).walking together i saw M.M girl i`m pretty sure she saw us together.i said “bye _____ see ya later” but what i didn’t know was we were heading for the same set of bleachers i was thinking “what the crap is he doing here he doesn’t ride my bus but the i remembered him saying something about soccer practice and then he was gone for the door to go to the bus’s.i thought “i miss him already” sudden i felt like my breath was taken away from me funny because when every i talk to him or are around him i feel it being shoved back into me….

-Samantha

I know what your thinking-stupid P.S. thing but i have something else to say so please read this

P.S.- comment me NOW!!!!!!!!No just kidding im not that mean even though my nickname at school is demon….but please comment me family and friends/outsiders i don’t noe…..

um… i dont know

heres something i found and this person who made it understands girls

22 THINGS ABOUT GIRLS

1.) If she calls more than 3 times within a 4 hour time span, she’s not just calling to talk- she’s calling because she wants to hear your voice.
2.) She may smile and seem interested when you talk about your girlfriend, but if she really likes you, on the inside, she’s screaming.
3.) No girl will ever admit to being too skinny.
4.) If a girl makes herself available to talk to you at all hours, she’s either fallen for you or your girlfriend.
5.) When a girl whines and complains about her parents, she’s not trying to whine and complain; she’s just trying to relieve her stress to someone she thinks cares.
6.) Every girl wants to be dreamed about.
7.) Just because she smiles at your jokes doesn’t mean they’re funny.
8.) We enjoy staying in groups with our friends; we really, really like the buddy system. So, if you’re anxious talking to a girl when she’s in ‘pack mode’, just wait until her and a friend leave the group- that’s when she’s the easiest to talk to.
9.) Girls won’t wait on someone to love them forever. Eventually, we get tired and move on, so if you like her too, tell her.
10.) We may say we don’t get jealous, but we all are.
11.) If a girl offers to help you with something without you asking, she either likes you or she likes you.
12.) Talking to guys is a major thing; most of the time, we rehearse everything we could possibly say in our heads to make sure it sounds fine.
13.) Pick up lines are terrible. Girls hate them, even if they are funny.
14.) If a girl spends more than an hour putting on make up, she’s self-absorbed and self-concious.
15.) Dating a guy who stresses over everything we do only stresses us out even more.
16.) A girl’s biggest fear is being rejected. If you’re going to say no, at least be friendly about it- never, ever just say no and walk away.
17.) If a girl catches you looking at her, she’s immediantly wondering about it. It’s like, ‘Why is he looking at me?’ or ‘I wonder what he’s thinking…’ But stare at her too often and she’s apt to feel uncomfortable around you.
18.) We don’t intentionally mean to be w(b)itchy. We’re just overloaded with stuff and that’s how it comes out.
19.) Girls are very fickle. One day we may say that we like that red and black shirt, but tomorrow we might just hate it. It’s just the way we are.
20.) We a girl calls a guy for the first time, she may sound cool and collected, but she’s really freaking out inside. It’s like, “OMG, what the hell do I say?! HOLY CRAP. HOLY CRAP!! WHAT DO I SAY!?!?!?”
21.) If a girl calls you crying, it’s because she trusts you to help her sort out her problems, whatever they may be.
22.) When a girl refuses to talk to you, you’ve messed up big time.

Today….

Today was okay. I woke up and when outside and laid down on the outside couch,then i when back inside changed clothes and drew.then me and mom went to town when to tires plus for what seemed like FOREVER!!then we went to jcpenny`s and got some clothes for me awesome tees ………well thats all for now thought id give you some reads……

Sam

My Love

Well i don`t talk to much about my love life but here i go….right now i have a on off crush, not saying who.You people will think i`m really weird,but i fall in love with people who are not real. Like a guy from a book i read or someone from a online story. Like right now on www.quizilla.com i have been reading this awesome story quiz were i get to chose what i do, i get kidnapped by a vampire and he brings me to a house were a neko- cat boy ,and elf live with him i have fallen in love with the elf …or from i book series i read i like a guy from there and even tough i know they don`t exist in the story it says they love me so…, i don`t know i gess its nice to know someone (a guy) loves me. Brandie a know what your thinking – my little sister is crazy but go ahead and think it.but i think i`m love crazy i want to be love( by guys) i`m only 11 and i think i have to be in love with a guy ….the world is a twisted place

the love thirsty – Samantha

Road Trip!

In only a week i will be up in the smokey’s going 60 mph,yet i’m snozing away.If you gessed me passed out in the back of a jeep with crazy bears driving about to race though a stream of water you gessed… truth is me mom and sarah are going on a awesome 16 hour two day road trip to I.L.! Sarah is going to see Josh (my brother,her boyfriend) of course,and mom and i are going to get away from it all and see family. I can not wait – i will get a lot of sleep! I will love seeing my family and all ,but i love getting there.Since its summer i will get to see wall falls, flowing gracefully though the moutain rocks.Plus i sleep like crazy on roadtrips for two good resons.One-its in the nature of Samantha to get as much sleep out of one day as a hibernating bear would in a cold seson.Two i used to get car sick a lot so sometimes i have to take motion sickness pillsand they can make you sleepy.My sickness was really bad when i was to little to take the pills.We used to have to bring shoping bags with ,and stop on the side of the high way for half a hour sometimes (good times…NOT) ,but now i rarly get sick, i only take the pills just in case. Road trips are still awesomefrom 16 hoursof riding the mountains,to snacking on homemade chex mix,hours of shattingplaying silly games,and listening to music! Sounds fun! Do you want to know what the best part is?…We get to stay at a hotel.(i love hotels)Oh and i`m sorry for not blogginh latly.I have been a little busy with helping brandie move ,back to school shopping ,and Jaymees collage graduation…for those whp need advise about life, family, friends boys and others- fill me up with you questions!Tell me if a can post them or or just between you and me. I Love you all….

-Samantha