Okay . . .

Okay peoples I am sick and so is my older brother Cody. so yesterday i was home from school and today both of us were. VERY boring trust me. yesterday all i did was sit around coughing and laying down with my head spinning, and today my mom got me up for school and went to work. while i was getting ready i threw up. So i called her and told her i wasn’t going to school, Then later i went to sleep and woke up Cody was running to the bathroom every half hour to a hour to throw up and i threw up like 1 or 2 hours ago and about 3 hours before that. We have been sitting in the living room ether sleeping or watching T.V. which was very very very boring in the fact Cody had the remote and put on anything i didn’t want to watch so i did my favorite thing . . . sleeping!!

Bored almost to death

Samantha  Blah

(My last name . . .not)

Ug…..

Well today at school was , okay this isn’t going to be like all my other school blogs though, look i`m sick and feel like shit so ether read this or deal with my coughing and all that other good stuff. . .

okay all my classes but art, and track time were boring all i did in them were try to pay intention but i couldn’t because my head hurt 24-7, i had the worst runny nose and cough

at the track – I saw Tear drop right away i told her “All i want to do is curl up in a ball and go to sleep- i`m sick : ( i went to the closest tree sat under it and told her “Well that ball i was talking about is about go down now” so i curled myself into the tightest ball she sat next to me and kept me company . . i saw B.T. boy coming my way on the track, then his class was called in before he reached my tree so YAY!! – i don’t wanna get him sick too. . .

Art or second elective – Okay i was tired, hurting and my head was killing me ,and did i mention i felt like shit. Anyway all we did was play a stupid game so i barely paid any attention not to mention i sit by B.T. boy now so all he did was talk to me, throw erasers at me(i threw back)joke around with me, and touch me if it was kicking me, poking me,pinching me, or putting his legs on mine i will go threw some conversations and physical contact below -

B.T. boy – hey Sam guess what? I got a girls phone number at my girlfriends birthday party

Me – good for you

B.T. – i know she likes me i didn’t even have to ask her for it she just wrote it down and said “here call me”, shes hot. . . i`m going to call her today . . .

Me – good for her

B.T. – *takes out slip of paper* heres her phone number *i take the paper out of his hands* *he takes it back* “

me – whats her name

B.T. – __________ __________

me – i have heard of her

LATER

B.T. – so you like me

me – yea i already told you that

LATER

* he throws eraser at me*

*i pick it up and throw back* someone see us and says “what are you guys doing?”

B.T. says “were in a fight” *throws eraser back at me and it hits me in my eye*

i say ” god you freaking jerk”

Later

he kept trying to pinch me with a paper holder it never worked and when it did it didn’t hurt.

LATER

B.T. – “Sam’s on drugs”(i was staring blankly at my hands)

Me – “No Sam`s on Tylenol” (sorry about my spelling, but ever since i have been in school i have came home with a  – hurting back, headache, or a sore throat  so i have been taking two tablets of Tylenol everyday so thats why i said that )

Then

he tried to put his leg on mine so i pushed it off. he put it back on and all throw art him lag was ether on mine or touching mine. . . weird . . . i think he likes me

so really all we did was mess around with each other, talk, and throw things. and he touched me a LOT ? ? ?

well thats all for now

- Samantha

Typical Junoir High – Umm not sure what to call this one . . .

Okay so its like 7:00 (i write this down on paper before posting it on the computer) the time of B.T. boys girlfriends birthday party, and guess what? I’m not crying but i always am catching myself thinking “i wonder what he is doing? Maybe sitting on a couch drinking a coke talking, or dancing or maybe kissing his girlfriend. Or maybe he stood her up and is thinking about me or some other girl right now. . .i wonder if he is thinking about me? Is he having the time of his live or does he think the party sucks, and is really in hell but is trying to stand the pain to make his girlfriend happy. . . is he thinking about me?”  I’m not crying but i might if he comes to school on Monday and tells everyone he had a great time and brags, id have to say my stomach hurt or something. Anyway i should tell you what happened at school today, shouldn’t i ? Here you go . . .

Gym – I was really bored, B.T. boy was sitting far above me in the bleachers. I didn’t talk to anyone.

First peroid – BO-RING substitute teacher. . . : (

Second peroid – BO-RING!!

Track – B.T. boy way walking on the track today! He passed me like 3 or 4 times, but he didn’t talk to me what so ever. I know that he saw me though. One thing i go INSANE over is when we pass each other, then we both look back at one another at the same time. .

Third peroid – BO-RING!!

ELECTIVES

First elective – BO-RING!! yawns this is getting old isn’t it?!?!?!

Second elective – Awesome, B.T. boy talked to me A LOT, and flirted with me A LOT also. I felt pretty comfortable so i talked back. I was in such a good mood that when he brought up his girlfriends birthday party i said “Speaking of it tell her i said happy birthday” -He was shocked in the fact he knows i like him.  Their was a empty seat at our table so i put my foot on it but i had just realized that B.T. boys foot was on their also, as soon as i knew this my foot went flying off the seat. Then he sweetly said “Its okay Samantha, go ahead.” so i placed my feet back on the chair, both of our feet were on it, And whenever i moved my foot he would move his so ours touched?.?.?. Then he dropped something under the table so he crawled underneath the table to get it. Once he was coming back up he hit my leg on purpose.Later I kept saying my drawing sucks because we where suppose to draw a paper bag, mine came out looking like a stone wall with mountains in the background. So once B.T. boy heard my say that he said “You don’t suck Samantha.” i said sadly “yes i do.” He made a sick joke and said “yea literally” he got a kick and a long glare after that. He kept kicking me under the table. near the end of class i felt like being nice i let him borrow some tickets from me so he could get a candy bar from the teacher, after i gave them to him he said thanks or thank you AT LEAST five times. It was soon time to leave so we both rushed out the door into the halls . . .

Halls going back to third peroid -  B.T. boy and i walked beside each other so i asked him “how many tickets do you owe me now?”. “I owe you nine tickets now.” then he said “but you owe me 200 tickets, i`m going to that trip off of your tickets, i`m going to have her take me out to dinner.” i said “Yea right, i owe you nothin`.” Then i started to walk ahead. My left shin was suddenly pushed in and i had almost fell. I found out that B.T. boy had pushed my leg in with his instrument case. I said “Ow, i pulled a muscle in that shin.” He replied with “I’ve pulled a muscle . . . ” His voice trailed off as he stepped into his classroom.

Gym – I was walking in the gym, B.T. boy was behind me. Then suddenly a pair of hands were set on my shoulders “Samantha” someone whispered in my right ear. I jumped! Then B.T. boy walked beside me chuckling. I said “yea _____?” he spoke up and said “Oh nothing” Then i see my bus line and i said “I gotta go, see you _____.” . “Okay Samantha” He replies while patting my right shoulder as i walk away. . .

It seems that he likes to -

make me jump by putting his hands on me and shouting or whispering my name.

Kick or touch me under the table in art

cupping his hands over my ears and making sounds in my ears just to make me laugh

Make me laugh peroid

make physical contact with me

Flirt with me peroid . .

well thats all for now, Samantha

by the way its 10:15, the party is over. . .

Typical Junoir High – Okay . . .

Gym – bored i saw B.T. boy he looked at me a couple timesbut didn’t sit near me. . .

Halls – nothing happened, i didn’t talk to anyone. i was limping because i had a pulled muscle in my right shin. . .very painful : (

first peroid – boring

Second peroid – okay

Track – i was first wondering where B.T. boy was. . . I found him on the benches  making music with some grass, he saw me too, but he didn’t come to me so i figured  out his teachers gave him no outside time(something he did in class must of caused it) So i just kept walking along, i didn’t bother to bug him.

third peroid – boring

ELECTIVES

First elective – boring

Second elective – in the first ten minutes whenever B.T. boy looked at me i blushed and put my head down on the table to cover it up. Then later i upgraded to where i could speak to him only if he said the first word.i could finally look him in the eyes and answer his questions . Then i clicked into normal where i felt ALMOST 100 percent fine with speaking to him. He was so nice to me i don’t even think he has told anyone that i like him, his girlfriend might know.anyway the teacher was moving some kids around, and i raised my hand to ask her if me and sunshine could switch places because i`m left handed and we are always bumping elbows. B.T. boy saw my raised hand and asked me sweetly “Samantha, have i bothered you? I’m sorry.” I decided that i could live with some elbow bumping so i put my hand down and said “oh no, i was going to ask her if me and ______ can switch places because i`m left handed and we are always bumping elbows.” Then during class he kept putting his feet on mine or near mine?!?! And he didn’t talk the same to me he spoke in a deeper-serious voice, and he didn’t act all funny as always, he even flirted with me different. Like when he usually just sets the envelopes in the middle of the table he stood behind me, put mine in my hand then threw everyone else theirs, and when he usually puts his feet on top of mine he put his right in front of mine so whenever i moved i touched his. He rarely put his feet on mine . I wasn’t surprised about him flirting with me (he does it everyday what can i say) but more of how he flirted . i hope nothing weird happens tomorrow- on his girlfriends birthday. Which from 7:00 to 10:00 he will be at her house partying, i will be sitting at home crying . . .

- Samantha

Typical Junoir High – I told him!

Gym – I was tired,very bored, thinking a lot, staring at the floor . . . getting kicked in the back repeatedly. I didn’t talk to anyone. . .

Halls – I still didn’t talk to anyone. I was just trying to get to class. B.T. boy far behind me but i saw him at his locker. . .

First period – Boring, dragon tried to act all cool and say he was emo, Yet IF he was anything but annoying he would be skater, not emo/rocker/goth/normal like me . . .

Second Period – BO-RING !!!

Track after lunch – I was walking alone on the track staring at the ground, and doing my favorite hobbie -observing people, i passed by B.T. boy and his friends who had stopped walking, after they thought i was out of hearing range one guy said “why did we stop?” another one said “because he likes her” I was the only girl around so i was wondering if they were saying B.T. boy liked me??or maybe not . . . who knows. . . then later i passed by B.T. boy and friend.B.T. boy said “hey Samantha” and after that something else i didn’t heard so i asked him what he said. . . He said “oh nothing” then kept walking along . . .

Third peroid – not to boring, not so much work. . .

ELECTIVES!!!

first elective – BO-RING no work !!!

Second elective – B.T. boy asked me if i liked him so i said “No i already told you that.”once i said that he said he was going to draw my with horns growing out of my head. So i got the idea and i asked him if he liked me he said “As a friend” sound like anyone you know (AKA-me!)He by the way never drew me with horns. As we were cleaning up he took my envelope the the stack with the others. I forgot to put something in it! so i run to the stack, trying to dig though the others to find mine, he was so nice to me and helped me find my envelope. And as always during art he flirted with me by – putting his feet over top of mine under our table, popping a rubber band in my ear, stuff like that . Oh and my art teacher is a BITCH! She never called on me,B.T. boy or Sunshine even when we had our hands raised. Sunshine didn’t care but god me and B.T. boy did.Even to ask questions she would call on someone else and if we just said it she would turn and look around then go help someone else. I just kept saying “Shes a bitch” and B.T. boy kept flipping her off behind her back.

Halls and Gym – Okay out in the halls B.T. boy came up to me (not a big deal) just to say “hey Samantha” and to walk me to the gym. In the gym I took a deep breath (my thoughts -”okay Sam. . . it’s now or never”) so i looked up into his gorgeous eyes and said ” Yea, i guess i like you” and then i started to walk faster turning sideways to get though small crowds. But B.T. boy catches up with me and says “For real?” he was smiling. . . kind of. I was in complete shock of what i just said that i went along with it and said “yea”. Then i practically ran to my bus line! On the bus i felt GREAT! If you like someone tell them Now!! You will never know what tomorrow will bring, he or she might like you. Once you know that they know about it you feel great! But just in case you need some tips heres some help. . .

1 – don’t have one of you friends tell them and don’t write one of those stupid “Do you like me? – yes or no please check boxes” notes thats wayyy grade school. .

2 – tell them and go. . or leave them there thinking without a word. and Don’t go up and talk to them the next day or for a week or two (the longer the better) Its okay if they talk to you just don’t start the conversation. . .

3 – look them in the eyes when you tell them. It might make them feel good inside, and if not it shows them you mean it.

4 – tell them when your alone with them, not when their around there friends. If they don’t like you they will tell you, do you want to be humiliated by their friends comments for example – oh man,that had to hurt. believe me they will do it.

5 – If they say they like you too smile and act shy. . . . .but if they say they don’t like you DO NOT cry or make a seen. Look them in the eyes say “okay” and walk away. DO NOT ask them why and DO NOT cry….. if you ask why they might suck up to you or they might say something mean and hateful, or they might say something that will make you cry which you can not do! DO NOT cry because that shows them your weak spot, and they will take advantage of the littlest thing and use it against you. . .

Follow these and see what happens. You never know what will happen, but life only comes around once so jump on it, take a chance, live a little. . .

-Samantha

Typicla Junoir High – Today. . . um i dont know

Gym – Bored the DEATH, tired and guess what – B.T. boy sat with one person in between us, but i don’t even think he noticed i was that close(or he was acting)

Halls, going to first peroid – B.T. boy and M.M. girl were walking behind me, I overheard M.M. girl say “there she is, go talk to her.” I wonder if they were talking about me? After she said that B.T. boy came up to me put his hands on my shoulders and said “yaahh” I jumped! then he comes beside me and asks me “How come you never shout when i do that?” I replied with “I don’t know.” Then he started to talk about his girlfriend . . . to tell you the truth i wasn’t paying to much attention. All i said was “Yea” or “Okay”.And all this time my shoulders were locked tight beside me, my hands clipped to my pockets, and my eyes were staring blankly at the ground . . .

First peroid – Dragon was there, talking to me My Thoughts- LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ! ! !

Second peroid – Super BO-RING . . .

Lunch – I’m still not to sure what was going on. . . I sat in a seat were i could see B.T. boy. M.M. girl was sitting next to him. She kept standing looking in my direction, sitting back down and saying something to B.T. boy ? ? ? Most of the time they laughed. Remember the “IN MY DIRECTION” part and not really at me . . .

Third peroid – BO-RING and LOTS of writing . . . very boring, trust me. . . .

ELECTIVES -

First Elective – boring but all we did was watch a show of “Myth Busters” on T.V. were did even talk. just came in watched it and walked out. . it was pretty cool but the topic was stupid . . .

Sorry but no second elective or art today : ( today was a half day. . .from my first elective i went strait to the gym to get on buses. B.T. boy didn’t notice me because he was talking to his “girlfriend” . . .I’m pretty sure he wasn’t talking to me on purpose, or in other words i think his trying to make me jealous so i will spill out and tell him i like him. If you noticed whenever we are talking he brings up the horrible topic of His Girlfriend. Who by the way is so small and short that she looks like she belongs in fourth grade. . .no wonder why she is going out with someone younger than her. . .

Yea people that just came from my brain to the internet,Get used to my dark side and me being pissed off

- Samantha

Typicl Junoir High – A Great Day. . .

Okay, this might be kinda short, but deal with it. Today was a great day because i was feeling good. . . and i guess for some other reason. . . . . . . .

Gym – I was VERY bored and tired. I didn’t talk to anyone. B.T. sat far away from me.

Halls going to first peroid – B.T. boy walked next to me. He said “hey Samantha.” twice, the first time i didn’t say anything, the second time all i said was “hi” then i started to walk faster . . . so did he( i guess thats a good thing) I think i MIGHT of saw his girlfriend, but i`m not too sure that was her.

First peroid – Dragon was there : (i hoped he might of died or moved to Antarctica) Yet thankfully he didn’t talk to me. In the science lab he kept staring at me . . .weird

Second peroid – BO-RING!!!

Track after lunch – Oh boy, here we go *deep breaths*. . . .B.T. boy and his friend were walking behind me on the track. His friend was talking to him all i heard was “Come on _____ i know you like her.” (They might of been talking about me. . .i`m pretty sure of it)As i was trying to tune into their conversation. . . a pair of hands were set on my shoulders, someone yells “yaahh” I jump!! B.T. boy walks beside me and says “Did a scare you?”he smiles. “Holy crap. . . .yea you scared me.”Then his class was going in he said “I gotta go”then he and his friend ran for the door. . . Then Ashley(Sarah`s sister) came up to me later she said “do you like B.T.`S name here?”I kinda said yes and i kinda said no.I didn’t really say ether though. I did find out theirs true rumors going around school saying i like him.I haven’t said yes or no to anyone but tear drop. I want to hurt whoever started the rumors but then again B.T. boy might have started them . . .

Third peroid boring!!!

ELECTIVES

first elective – BO-RING!!!

Second elective or art – B.T. boy was arguing with a guy at our table, lets call him. . . Reddy. Anyway Reddy said something like”Yea well at least i like girls” to B.T. boy, then B.T. boy said something to him and pointed to me.Could he of said “so do i, i like Samantha” then pointed to me? Anyway B.T. boy also flirted with me (such as poking me, things like that. . .as always).He laid his foot across my legs, I pushed it off and said something like “stop” or “quit”.

Anyway Brandie i know your going to hurt me . . . but i didn’t tell him that i like him. *Hides under desk to doge bombs.* I’m planning on MAYBE,. . .POSSIBLY. . .THINKING ABOUT . . . telling him i like him tomorrow. That is if he doesn’t tell me first. *Curls up in a ball to block coming punches* “I`m sorry that i`m to shy and afraid”

-Samantha the chicken like scaredie cat

Typical Junoir High- Today= Akward…

Gym- bored, tired, blah blah blah…B.T. boy sat far away form me.

In the halls going to first peroid-I walked next to B.T. boy ,I know he noticed me,but he didn’t talk to me(On purpose, i think)Other than to show me one of his rocks then all he said was”Look at my pretty rock” Sad i sad i said “mmhhh” then i walked faster…

1st peroid- no dragon! YAY ! Holy shit!!Giggles just came up to my desk, while i was writing down some blog notes!I think she might have read some. She said”Whats that?I hope you not writing letters in class.” I quickly said “No.” as i slammed my binder shut. I hope she didn’t read anything…

Second and third peroid- boring

Electives

First elective – BO-RING

Second Elective(art)-B.T. boy gave me one of his rocks(along with a bunch of other girls…How special..NOT) Then Sunshine asked me if i liked B.T. boy, i said no. Later he himself asked me who i liked so i said “everyone, but preps” he said “Amen sister” *slaps hands* Hes so crazy! he just swallowed one of his rocks! Now he is talking about his girlfriend. : ( Kind of madish-Sadish i started to scrape Sunshine`s back,she said it felt good. Then i don’t know what came upon me, it was like my lips were being moved by some weird grungen power, but i asked B.T. boy for his hand so he put it out, I started massaging it! At first he said “What… are you doing?” kind of nervous i said “Rubbing your hand.” then i suddenly put my hands in my lap,He took his hand away popped his fingers then put out his other hand for me to massage! So being nice i did of course, when i was done he got up to stretch and…. OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!Ether i was dreaming or he had a party going on in his pants!!! I just rubbed his hand!(i didn’t really look, its just one of those things you notice) Anyway!…Later on he asked me “Sam, do you like me?” I said “Why does every one keep asking me that?!?” He replied back “because your really nice to me.” so i said “I`m nice to everyone_____”. He shock his head no and Sang “No your not.” My Thoughts- “Yea i know . . . .I like you _____.” A while later he asked “for real Sam, do you like me?” I said “No”….Then like 15 minutes later he asked me again i said “yea . . . . as a friend.”I wanted to take it back as soon as i said it.I wanted to tell him how i feel about him but i guess i`m scared of rejection,being laughed at,and also awkwardness in our friendship, and it wasn’t the right place if i was going to tell him (in a art class rounded by people i’d rather tell him on the track alone. On the way back to our classes B.T. boy said “if you don’t like me, why are you so nice to me and not other people?” I replied with “I`m nice to everybody _____” Then he looked at me and said “Samantha i know your not as nice to everyone as you are with me, . . . . .you like me.” So i looked around for Tear Drop once we were next to her i asked he ” Aren’t i nice to you?” she replied with “yea” so i asked her to tell _____ that. she told him “Samantha is nice to me” he said “she likes you then.”(he was just playing)he got a playful punch in the shoulder for that. Later he saw me in the halls (i was accidentally standing by his locker) he didn’t even say anything to me…

Samantha

Confused Love?!?!

Gym- bored,sad from….??.B.T. boy got to school today(he got three days off the bus)

Halls, on the way to first period- I was talking to B.T. boy saying “I see you got to school today.” he replied with “Yea, I got yelled at though.” Feeling sorry for him i said “Oh…your mom?” looking into his full,dark, handsome eyes. Kind of sad he said “Yea”, so guessed he didn’t want to talk about it. Then we both went up to tear drop he put his hands on her shoulders and said “ya.”…She jumps as i say “Hey ______” I laughed at her not knowing what she was coming up with in her mind reading brain(i will get to that)

First peroid- Boring and yet dragon speaks again. So this time i turned to the guy behind me and said “excuse me, but did you hear anything?” Then dragon tried to act cool saying “That..that was good. . . like eight years ago.” He can’t hide from this grungen…I saw the hurt look in him. Now whenever i see him he says “oh did you hear something”….

Second, and third peroid- boring

After Lunch On Track-HOLY SHIT!!Tear drop just figured out one of my most deepest, darkest secrets! She just came up to me and said “hey Samantha do you like (B.T.`S name here)?” I quickly responded “err…ah..um….nope not at all” She could tell i was doing that on purpose. So i finally gave in all the way and said “Yea i like him.” Then terrified, i begged her not to tell ANYONE!! Once i had her promise me, i said “Was it that obvious?” She calmly replied “No it took me a while to find out,i had to observe you for like weeks. Plus i noticed you don`t have a expression unless you around him.” Then she confessed liking him last year, she spilled out a lot of things we both noticed about how i act around B.T. boy. I could swear shes a genius! She said she notice’s things others can’t. (kind of like me)Tear drop also said shes the shy one so she looks and doesn’t speak. We are wildly in common with each other. The teachers had asked me and her to go around the building and unlock the door to go inside. We went all the way around the school when we were only suppose to go around that building, accidentally. On the way there she said i was lucky. I think it was nice to open up and tell someone (in person) what i`m going though, what i`m feeling. I told tear drop that when i`m around him i don`t know what to say so i just go alone with him. Anyway me and her got closer than we were before. . . . . . . . . . Wait she said i was lucky. Does she know if he likes me too?

Art- B.T. boy was to hyper and too happy, which for some reason made me down.?.?.?.?. : ( He told me that he had a new girlfriend, a eighth grader. Some thoughts were suddenly pushed in my mind shouting “He hates you Samantha. Your not good enough for him, he need someone better. . .he needs a eighth grader.” After all he was paying less attention to me. Tears started racing down my cheeks. Plenty of people asked me “whats wrong” ( he didn’t) or “Are you ok ?” All i could say was “I`m fine”…All i wanted was for tear drop or B.T. boy to explain to me whats going on why is this happening, to get me unconfused. B.T. boy didn’t even notice i was crying. Anyway after i was done having my sad,little moment, B.T. boy said “Sam’s my friend” My thoughts-”awww thank you _____, Now make that into more than friends.” Then this scary thing happened i freaked….He said “Samantha likes me” in front of the whole class! Had tear drop told him? I responded way to quickly saying”No i don`t!”.Then he said “I know you like me as a friend.” My Thoughts- “Damn that was a close shot, and _____ i like you more than you think”. . . . Should he be the first guy i tell them i like them,. . .should i keep him inside, or should i tell him…………..

Confused- Samantha

Typical Junoir High- Today= good with bad

In the gym this morning i was very bored…i was also in a poking chain (were person A pokes person B,then he or she poke person c and so on) with M.M. girl, hyper chick,imitator,too smart, and the lovely B.T. boy….and some other kids.Every day in school B.T. boy will be sitting at the top bleachers then work his way down to the bottom leaving me at the top so i sat at the bottom today ….. and it worked! Finally the bell rang i had to get to the other side of the building,B.T. boy walked next to me. He said that i was mean for poking him. So i said he was mean for poking me, kicking me under the tables,and for hitting me with his instrument case.(we are just playing around when he does these things)

First Period-Dragon speaks again(what do ya know!) Heres his act of the day…

A pen of the teachers was being passed around the room for us to mark a book, he had it and said “here Samantha” giving it to me even though i had already used it. then i accidentally dropped it so a guy picked it up for me and dragon said “Give that to Samantha,She needs it.” “No i don’t” i replied.But i just set it on my desk to get him to shut up. Later on while the teacher was gone i asked a guy(K.L.) for the hole puncher,he was about to hand it to me but dragon said “NO” and took it from it then handed it to me…I was flaming….my thoughts-”i didn’t asked to be baby sat by some freak i don`t know!” i don’t really know how this happened it just spilled out of my mouth “Shut Up” i said. He was shocked…My thoughts-Well i have a dark side too get used too it,stop talking and pushing me around or else i will beat the living Shit out of you!!!…..Anyway as you may see i was PISSED,i used the hole puncher and set it on my crowded desk ,pushing off the teachers pen.So i got up (which we aren’t supposed to when the teacher is out) and got the pen off the floor.He opened up he mouth again saying “ohhh Samantha got up and has the teachers pen!!!” I was so pissed i shouted “so what” or softly said “so what” with a tone in my voice. Then a few minutes later he had the nerve to get on my last nerve! He said “Samantha,…(no response)Samantha,Sam-man-tha, SAMANTHA,….Samantha. I got so annoyed i took a deep breath,turned around and said “what?”My thoughts- “This had better be good”… “You got any scissors?”….”No” i said then turned around before he could say anything…i`m going to blow off on him soon!!

Second and third period- BO-RING!!!

Electives

First elective- The prep form hell,jonas brother OBSESSOR,the one i hate…aka Melissa spoke to me in a kind way! I already told my mom if they say anything mean to me i`m going to kick some ASS!!!!

Second elective- In art B.T. boy wasn’t acting to normal, as in no poking, kicking,or making beats( i hop it wasn’t something i said. I like him the way he is)Then i found out from him that he broke up with M.M. girl (there is a god…for some girl…probably not me)Any way i was shocked when i heard, he looked un-like himself. I was kind of sad for him and M.M. girl, my breath was taken away with shock. My Thoughts-”why do bad things always happen when i get involved??…and why did he brake up with her??Yes he broke up with her!”…….I`m sad for M.M. girl but i`m thinking there might be the tiniest chance he broke up with her to get with me…Or maybe i`m totally Stupid….My Thoughts-”Sam what were you thinking…”*Slaps self*

Samantha-this worried grungen