Christmas Eve – WEIRDNESS

Okay, its Christmas eve, and it has been a weird day, some embarrassing moments that i will get to but so far it has been nothing that i can’t deal with . . . Maybe. . . .

All day i have been making cookies, fudge, and all those great little snacks for tomorrow, because my mom doesn’t cook on Christmas.

Tim – okay Tim is a family friend, he came over today and when he was leaving he gave me a little side hug. And i Patted his back as he did mine like any other hug i gave to anyone. . .but when i took my hand off i was about to put it to my side when it ACCIDENTALLY touched his ass. . . nether of us said anything, but to me it was still just a tiny bit weird.

Later – Like i said i have been making cookies all day. Chocolate chip, peanut butter with a Hersey’s kiss in the middle, and double chocolate chunk cookies. And with my family being so big everyone gets jobs here they are

Me, and Carter – cookie duty

Brandie, Cody and mom – Wrapping Presents

And Dad – Baby watch

So anyway i had cookie duty with Carter, my brother-in-law. And he wanted to have a little bit of the cookie dough, so i when and let him. Anyway as he was getting out the spoon to get some cookie dough, he got me one also. So i told him i didn’t feel like having any cookie dough right then. So he tried to feel my forehead to see if i had a temperature. “Are you sick. Not wanting any cookie dough isn’t like you.”he said, while trying – but i kept my head down because i was kinda uncomfortable with him that close to me. After all i haven’t known him my whole life -so i`m not so sure about trusting him with so much. Anyway he got so close to me that i was REALLY uncomfortable about it. So i backed myself into the refrigerator, then i just decided to give in and look up, when i did he felt my forehead for a fever, then he felt my cheek to see if it was hot. “No fever? Are you alright? You sure you don’t want any cookie dough?” He asked. My Thoughts Then – “Get out off there. Get out! Get out Get the fuck out of the kitchen!” I then said “Um no, i`m not sick. I just don’t want to get sick from so much cookie dough. I think i have had enough today.” then ran out of the kitchen. Well i know that Brandie will read this sometime, then probably let Carter read this – I`m cool with that. but When/If  he does i want him to know – I`m completely cool with you being my brother-in-law, but i`m not totally 100% comfortable with you being around me alone – just to let you know. Please if you read this – don’t try to talk to me about it because that will just make me even more uncomfortable – I know i`m super weird and need to be sent to a insane house, But thats me. Oh and also – i don’t want you to feel left out,not saying that you will but you might feel like left out from brotherhood or whatever goes on in your crazy piero magician mind. Anyway i really have to have trust to call you my actual brother. Like as you know i have known Justin, Josh, Zach, and Dylan my whole life. And i would trust them with everything. Matter of a fact when Josh used to live with us He would come into the bathroom, while i was taking a shower, and stink it up or he would shit while i was taking a fucking shower. Then he wouldn’t even have the nerve to fucking flush the damn toilet! And well Dylan, He has my trust even though theres nothing that he has really done. Other than when i was little he would take my to all his basketball games – so all the girls would come and see him. And when i was little he used to take me out in his car and we would just sit there and listen to music. Justin – well i could say some stuff that i have helped him with but its a secret between me and him X D . And Zach well it`s be awhile but we and tight and shit – even though everytime i see his he is ether drinking, drunk, about to drink, Doing something stupid, going somewhere, or just came from somewhere . . . so yea. Also when/if you read this – DON’T TRY TO “EARN MY TRUST” OR WHATEVER THE FUCK. – that MIGHT seem dumb, stupid, or whatever to me – it depends on what mood im in.

Anyway peace yo (izzlefa)

Samantha(I`m missing school)
BAF or bored as fuck

Typical Junoir High – FrEaKy

Okay, this post is what happened on Thursday (yesterday). I will write todays tomorrow. Anyway, Yesterday was fReAkY, but cool in some ways. TODAY is the last day of school before winter break : ( I wish we had to goto school but well. My friends think i`m insane for wanting to go to school, but how would you like to be home schooled for two years without any friends – IT SUCKS!! so yea. . . Heres what happened yesterday, that freaky day. . .

Gym(morning) – When B.T.boy wasn’t there when his bus came, i was sad. Then me, Samantha F. , and M.M.girl went to giggles classroom to help her set up some stuff. Then i saw B.T.boy in the halls so i wasn’t sad anymore.

Outside – Okay this was awesome! Me, teardrop, M.M. girl, and Samantha F. were drawing drawing dots on our palms, then playing connect the dots. Teardrop`s turned out to be a lighting bolt coming out of a cloud. M.M. girl’s was a chili pepper. Samantha F.`s was a dead tree, and mine was a broken heart. Later, B.T.boy came up behind me while i was in mid-sentence and hugged me from behind. It was so sudden, and even though i knew who it was i yelped and spun around, to see B.T.boy. “Hi, Samantha!” he spoke. “Um hi, sorry about that.” i replied. “Its alright.” he said before noticing his class was going inside.”Okay, well i have to go,  but i will see you later.” He spoke then before i could say anything he had gone : (

Art – Okay, heres the freaky part of yesterday – Me teardrop and M.M.girl were getting some supplies, when two guys we know came up to us. Lets call them newkid, and happyboy. Well happyboy came up to M.M.girl and hugged her then said to new kid “Ha, beat that! I got Megan allover me.” So then newkid came between me and teardrop and wrapped his arm around my neck. He and happyboy were just playing so i didn’t care. Then he released me. happyboy said “Hey Samantha. Whats up?” so i said “Nothin’  much.” then he hugged me and said to newkid “Look, Samantha AND Meagan are all over me! I bet you can’t beat that.” So then newkid pulled me over to him and put one arm around my neck and the other around teardrop’s. “Andre, you see this? Both of them are on me!” He spoke. Then happyboy grabbed me and had one arm around my waist and the other around M.M.girl’s. Thats when they started fighting over me. “No, i had her first!” shouted newkid, then happyboy shot back “Too bad she’s mine now!”. Then B.T.boy came to the rescue. He came and grabbed me and said “None of you have Samantha, because i do.” Then happyboy and newkid looked at me and said at the same time “Dang! She’s a player!” . “I can’t help it shes my buddy!” B.T.boy said, before walking me out of that mess, thankfully. Then once i was at my seat he let go of me. . . . weird, he hasn’t “protected” me like that before. He has helped me, cared for me, and messed around with me before,and has hurt my feelings(but made me happy again) but never has he “protected” me before.

- Samantha : (

I`m sad because today was the last day of school, and some exciting things happened. More blog material than i have ever had. Tomorrows blog might just be my longest. . . heres i few hints -

HUGS!CARDS!GOODBYES!AND FOOTBALLS!

Typical Junoir High – Baby Blue

Well today most of my friends were in shock, or they thought i was going insane because i wore Baby blue and not my usual black.

Gym – B.T.boy sat next to me, And the first thing he noticed was my clothes. “What the heck are you wearing?” he asked. “Um, . . . clothes. Why is something wrong with them?” i asked. “Well no its just you do realize that you are wearing blue. Baby blue at that! you NEVER wear Baby blue!” he spoke, then another guy joined in “Yea you always wear black and red and dark colors.”, “You always wear Gothic colors.” B.T.boy finished. “Okay, so. I`m wearing blue. Big deal.” I replied. “Not only is it blue, but it is Baby blue, like i said you NEVER wear baby blue its just not you! And holy crap you nails are painted Baby blue. Your going girly girl! Its Armageddon! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT! Your actually aren’t wearing any dark colors.” He said while checking me out. I think he might of liked the color change because thats all he did. He didn’t even talk just stare, As if he was day dreaming. I was wearing my “Baby Blue” tinker bell shirt, my lightest jeans, and a “Baby blue” jacket, that had white strips going down the sleeves. Maybe i should wear some pink tomorrow and see what he says ^. ^

Outside – i was shocked to find him not so much on the football field and more like watching me from afar. Its like that song by Akon – dangerous “Girl i can’t notice but to notice you, noticing me from arcross the room i can’t stop myself from lookin’ .”

It was the same in art – he didn’t even touch me other than ONE poke. its freaky because like i said he sits right behind me and i could feel him STARING at me all threw-out class. . . .

Gym – He waved to me FIVE times, he stared at me, and every time he saw me look in his direction he talked to me . . . . Then he waved to me until i was out of his sight, and he yelled “bye Samantha” to me just before i stepped out of the door.

What the world – I’m being looked at every minute he sees me
Samantha

Typical Junoir High – ?i`m not sure what to call it?

Well in the gym this morning i didn’t talk to B.T. boy.But i did in art and i`m still not feeling good, my stomach is hurting me and my family is spreading a weird virus around so yea. If i`m not spewing every five minutes tomorrow i`m going to school, i can really miss anymore days.

Art – B.T. boy sits directly behind me so when the teach. wasn’t looking he put his jacket on me, popped my arm with it, or did something to me with his jacket, i knew who it was so i didn’t move i was just laughing up a storm, Ms. N. didn’t know what was going on. Then, one time he called my name so i turned around, “Yea?”

“Is your arm alright?”

“Yea, i`m fine. It doesn’t really hurt.”

Then next thing i knew i was turned back around and was having him putting his jacket on me,or he was popping my arm with it again.

Oh, and on my art graffiti i got a 100 on my artwork, and a 100 in participation! Also i had the only 100 on both!

-Samantha

Typical Junoir High – Caring

Well, I had a good day at school today(yesterday) I am not feeling well so i guess i will just cut to the chase and not put in so much detail.

Gym – I found out that a Kit-Kat Has 200 calories by playing the “Guessing Game” with B.T.boy.

Outside – At “Our Table” I was kind of sad and pissed because i found out my, and my friends names were crossed out. So i just let my head rest on the table. Then when B.T.boy class was going inside, he saw me and came up to the table. I felt a poke and i just twitched and didn’t even look up. “Whats wrong with her?” he asked teardrop. “Shes kinda sad.” she replied. “Oh.” then he came up behind me and played with my hair while asking me “So what are you sad about?”. “Stuff. Not you or anyone.” i replied. “Okay.” then he said, “Well, I hate seeing you sad.” so i took my head off the table and smiled slightly. Then he rubbed my back some. “I will see you later Samantha.” he then said.  “Okay.” i said with another smile. “She’s better.” He informed teardrop,A.J., Samantha F., and my other friends that were around. Then he left. “Lauren, he was right, i am better now.” i said before we had to go inside also.

thats all -Samantha

Typical Junoir High – : (

Okay, Today i didn’t see B.T. boy as much as i usually do, because his group in the seventh grade went on a field trip. Yet, i still saw him a little bit. Well i put the little sad person symbol for today because my friend was flirting with him as much as she could right in front of me. I was just sad, not really mad at her, but still i don’t really like her that much anymore. After all she knows that i like him. Also all this week i have been listening to Soft, Classical music to calm me down. Like Mozart, and Beethoven. Well i might as well tell you what happened.

Gym – B.T. boy sat right behind me! YaY! I was almost falling asleep so he kept poking me and tugging in my hair.  The girl next to me was telling him to stop, So i said “Its okay i`m used to it because i have five older brothers that do this all the time. Once, one of them even pulled my hair so hard it cracked my neck three times in a row.”, B.T. boy then said “Sweet. That must have been awesome!”. Then i tried to get some sleep before the bell rang. I don’t know if i really heard this or not, i`m 99% positive that i did. But then, B.T.boy whispered in my ear “Do you want to go out?”. I didn’t respond because i wasn’t sure if i heard right, and if i didn’t then i don’t want to make a fool of myself by saying something about it. So i just acted like i was trying to sleep. Then thats when Samantha F. came into the gym. : ( First thing she did was come up to me and B.T.boy, the benches were a little crowded, So she asked “Samantha, where should i sit?” So i looked around “There is no room up here, but you can go sit with Ashley and them down there and i will catch up with you later.” She put on a little pouty face, that made me disgusted. I knew the only reason she wanted to sit with “me” was so she could be by B.T.boy. But she finally gave in and sat with the other people, like five bleachers down. B.T. boy then moved right next to me. That made me really happy. We talked for a little bit. (there is a god) But then, one of the Teachers From Hell, told Samantha to move up. That bitch sat right between me and B.T.boy, i wanted to choke her right then and there.Then she used that stupid reverse psychology shit on him. How? – B.T.boy was poking me and a few other girls so she said “Don’t poke me. Please don’t poke me!” i saw exactly what she was doing, and i wanted her out of the picture NOW! If it wasn’t for us being at school i would have her head on a platter by now! By the way this is NOT the first time she has done the SAME thing on him. Then after he did poke her, she smacked him, then the started messing around and flirting and shit. Instead of me being all mad at her, i was just crying inside. They are two VERY flirty people and once the are together AH! I just want to hurt some people before i throw up my lungs! But thankfully the bell rang and Samantha started to talk to me again, not B.T.boy. In first peroid, Me and Teardrop exchanged notes in class. I told her about how B.T.boy sat next to me, Poked me and pulled my hair,and what he MIGHT have said. But, i didn’t tell her about what Samantha F.  did.

Art – B.T.boy still wasn’t there but we played a fun art game. And Ms. N. played The Beatles. So it ROCKED!

Outside – Me and all of my friends were at Our Table signing our nicknames on it with my sharpie, when B.T.boy`s class was going inside. i had just finished signing my name, and was putting the cap on, thats when B.T. boy came up behind me and hugged me from behind, Grabbing the sharpie out of my hand. Then, he ran off with it. I was right behind him. “_____, give that back!” You would have heard me yelling. Then he turned around and threw it to me. “Thanks” i said. He smiled and said “Yea”, before waving, and going to the door.

In The Halls(Going to the gym) – Me and Samantha F. were heading for the gym, when Samantha was in mid sentence. Then, out of nowhere she screams, while looking behind me. I was then shocked at her scream but then B.T.boy poked me from behind making me twitch and scream. I then knew that Samantha F. was screaming at the shock of  B.T. boy being right behind me. He came out from behind me and said ” Give me sharpie!” Samantha F. spoke for me saying “No! No sharpie for you.” I was discussed at her she was practically acting like he was her boyfriend, That little slut. she has at least three guys all over her and she likes E.A., plus she flirts B.T.boy! It is gross at how she throws herself at the guy that i like! I have even talked to her about it and she promised me she would stop flirting with him and stay away him. That little skank-hoe, Slutty-ass two-faced lier! I WANT TO KNOCK THE SHIZNIT OUT OF HER! But anyway, then she poked him, he poked her, she smacked him, he poked her again, blah blah blah she was laughing while she was looking at me, as if saying ha ha. That damn bitch. anyway then B.T.boy moved on in the crowd and she asked me what was wrong, like she was blind and deaf to her skankyness. Then later in the gym, B.T. boy waved to me as i was getting on my bus. blah blah blah. You get the gosh damn picture.

Samantha,the hurt and pissed

rock trivia – did you know that the guitarist from the rolling stones played as Jack Sparrow`s father, in “Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 at world end”.

Typical Junoir High

Okay today i don’t have much time to type so heres what happened

All day B.T. boy didn’t talk to me all all and talked to all my friends in front of me – or in other words – he tried to make me jealous and lord it is working like like like something.

In art he sat at my table because he couldn’t see the movie. (looks like he wants to be near me more) he sat between me and teardrop . Then he FLIRTED LIKE HELL with my best friend(teardrop) in front of me without saying one fucking word to me. And i know i sound mad right now but then i was just sad. So i didn’t even try to talk to him and i just drew. Then i noticed he was watching what i was drawing so without looking up i waved to him. I saw a wave from him out of the corner of my eye. Then he went back to flirting with teardrop so i wrote (In pig Latin) FLIRT or LIRTFAY And held it up for Lauren(Teardrop) to see. B.T. boy saw it to and asked me like five times in a row what does that mean? anyway i didn’t tell him, later we got up to get some supplies and Teardrop and B.T. boy were talking in the supply line so i cane up be hind them and waited for B.T. to flirt with me as he always does, Then it happened. I was starring at the floor when *clunk* B.T. head butted me on purpose. So i punched him in the should, he poked me . . . whooped-de-do you get the idea. Later he helped me draw some stuff i couldn’t get right, Then we left the art room. I didn’t talk to him until we went in the gym. I heard him call my name from his line so i truned “Wheres my candy bar huh?” He asked. “I`m not buying you another candy bar again.” I said back then i ended up buying him one anyway (WITH MY OWN MONEY) Then you get the picture i left blah blah blah very Okay day GOODNIGHT!

Samantha Mills

Somewhat Typical Junoir High and Home life – Really freakin’ badish/goodish day

Long title, I know, but to cut to the chase I had a crappy day at home and a sucky/kinda good day at school. Heres some note to some people before i start -

BRANDIE – just to let you know the doc said i`m fine and stuff. Also i started my peroid yesterday so thank the lord, nothing is wrong with me.

MALES – For any Dude as is male reading this don’t freak out at the word pad, period, and other girl stuff ,Okay? Also if Dark side hears you say Ewww or Gross while your reading this she will attack you in your sleep.

ALL – We (As in me and Dark side) are very pissed right now not really at people but at the fact God had to make Females have periods. So DO NOT mess with us this week or ELSE!

~END OF NOTES!~

Okay freaks (don’t get sad and pissed because i called you a freak i take it as a complement.) Heres what happened today, at school and home.

I woke up ready to explode, I did my hair, And shit then me and my brother walked to the bus stop, our dog followed because he was out of his cage, which is not usual.

On the bus i fell asleep and woke up when we where out side of the school.

In the gym i calmed down a lot and was no longer pissed off – B.T. boy didn’t even poke me or talk to me or anything, but he did talk to my friends that he doesn’t even know. He did look at me or more like stare at me – i know this not because i was staring at him too but i can feel people looking at me, even just a glance. And no you shouldn’t think this is awesome because it gets creepy after a while. When you start to think everybody is looking at you.

In the halls i went start to my locker and threw my book bag, and two text books in there. I strapped my back-pack-pocket-book on my back and headed for class.

Okay you know how it is, all my periods where boring or almost.

Lunch wasn’t that great, i told a “Cool guy” or more like white-wanna-be-gangster-dumbass to shut up and he got all freaked out and said “Do ya know who i am? Look girl, you ain’t need ta be talkin’ to me like tat i`m da coolist guy in school.” so i told him to shut up again and he just rolled his eyes at me like a little sissy wimp. So i just thought “He needs to find out what cool is, Learn how to talk right, Find a belt and pull up his pants, and then get some glasses because he is obviously blind because he really needs to see who i am. After all i am a very confident girl, who has five strong older brothers so no guy should be messing around with me.” I held off my anger for a while.

Outside – my friends raided me of my cough drops : ( so i no longer have any. I have got the nick name of “Sam, the cough drop dealer” B.T. still didn’t talk to me or even mess around with me. All he did was stare and talk/mess around with my friends Teardrop (my closest friend) mainly. I think he is trying to make me jealous.

Third peroid – boring and confusing math and science. I am still so confused but i don’t want to ash any questions because i will be embarrassed because i don’t like the spot light on me.

ELECTIVES

1st – Not bad, Mr. D. was impressed of me because we had to do a one page paper and i did a four page paper – Extra credit for me! Oh and his little pet Ms.goodytwoshoes! Was jealous of me! All she did in the class was glare at me because she only wrote a full page and i wrote four!

2nd – I was picked up early on Friday so my teacher sent me up to my core classes hall to make up the test, once i got back B.T. boy shouted “Congrats Samantha! You won this weeks award!” Then everyone including him start clapping, high-fiveing, whistling, and Congratulating me because i won the award. Then when everyone was settled down we got to do a AWESOME thing. Lat week we made graffiti`s so today we hung them up on the wall and were given little papers to “vote” who`s was the – Craziest,Most Artistic, Darkest, Cleanest, And Messiest.

The winners were

B.T. boy – Craziest

Me – Most Artistic AND Cleanest

M.M. girl – Darkest

And some other kid got Messiest

So i really enjoyed art, then Me, B.T. boy, M.M. girl, and Tear drop all walked to class together. B.T. boy started not talking to me again and he only talked to Teardrop and M.M. girl, but at the last moment he Blew on my neck, Poked me, and made beats in my ear. I thought i was away from him when i felt someone starring at me. This always happens to me – i know hes behind me and is about to ether poke my or do the Hands-on-shoulders thing but i don’t know when, then when he does do it i`m surprised. And it happened again – Next thing i know his hands are on my shoulders and his Lips are close to my ears “Samantha” He whispers and next thing i know i jumped . . .Freaky anyway gotta go bye

Samantha, and dark side

(Dark side – “Hey i want to be first!”)

Me – Hell no! It`s my blog and i`m the more powerful half of us so back off!

(Dark side – *crys to self*)

Me – Stop being a wimpy ass!i swear the nerve of some people!

THE FINAL

Samantha, and dark side

Me – See ha ha your last, so for real just stop crying and back off.

(Dark side – “Whatever and i wasn’t crying, i was talking to myself about how one day i`m going to take control of this brain and attack you, then make you my slave, then every night i will make you listen to THE JONAS BROTHERS AND HANNAH MONTANA while staring at clowns,while being in a pink strait jacket, In a ALL pink mental Hospital – with me being the hospital guard -inside joke BOO!!!)

Crazy Christmas!

Okay people of the world, if you think that you have had some CRAZY CHRISTMAS`S  then you should hear some of mine, and dark side`s. Heres a few . . .

Okay when i used to dance with a dance company we performed in the Christmas parade. So this one time, Brett, and one of my friends were their watching me dance on the street. Out of no where, Brett jumps up and throws a empty mountain dew bottle at my and hits me right on the top of my head! How embarrassing is that. That was a crazy, yet fun Christmas memory.

Okay this memory is something that not a lot of kids get to have, that is unless you have 8 older siblings. My family all gathered in the entry room the others and me always bought our bean bags, small fold-out beds, blankets and pillows  into the room so we could be comfortable when we were tearing up our wrapped gifts. We always made piles of gifts for each person, made the parents coffee, and got everything settled before waking the parents, which was my job. I would Run into moms,and dads bedroom and jump on the bed saying “Its Christmas! Its Christmas!” While the others brought in the coffee and got mom, and dads robes and slippers out.

Their is much more memories i would LOVE to tell you about but i have to go . . . .

CATCH YA LATER!

Samantha blah