Okay I FIRST MUST SAY THIS MAY BE REALLY HARD TO READ BUT JUST BARE WITH ME – please. i think i was miss invisible this week and i might just be miss invisible for the rest of my frickin life. But at least i got to help some people this week. Well to start off i better explain what the hell is up with the miss invisible shiznit. Well all this week B.T.boy has done NOTHING at all to me. As a matter of a fact the punk is avoiding me. My first thought was – “What the hell did i do to him?” soon before i know it all my friends knew about my problem. But all of them were also sworn to secrecy. Almost everyone of them came up to me at different times and asked me if i wanted someone to go talk to B.T.boy for me. but i said “no, that is enless im not at school, or not around.” after all its not like we are going out and he should talk to me at least ten times everyday or anything.Oh and for all my brothers that call B.T.boy my boyfriend – he NEVER would go out with me or even want anything to do with me. I am almost conviced that he hates me after this week. And that one day when some ASKHOLE boy saw me and him walking down the halls together and asked B.T.boy if we were going out i qoute “Oh HELL no i don’t go out with Samantha!” i just ran off about to punch the first person who asks me whats wrong in the ugle freaking face. Anyway i am getting off subject, along with getting REALLY REALLY mad at myself. And who ever in this house asks me whats wrong i swear i might end up having a panic attack, or knocking them out – who knows. Anyway i don’t know why but B.T.boy is not talking to me(other than VERY little body language but nothing like “hey Samantha” which btw pisses me off) and i`m not talking to him. Me along with all of my friends want to know what his problem is, but we can’t figuar it out. HOW COME GUYS HAVE TO BE SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I AM HAVING A OPPOSITE SEX BREAK DOWN AT THE MOMENT!!! Before i punch this computer in front of me i am going to have to stop talking about B.T.boy.
Today i helped out one of my friends and i had a AWESOME time in lunch. And now my friends think im awesome for many different reasons. Heres what happened -
Lunch – this dude who had to sit with me and my friends stole my friend`s (Shalondra) fork. So i said(Loud enough that this punkask could hear) “Shalondra, don’t you always have a book in your hand, and you tray in the other, so you put your fork in your mouth in the lunch line?” As soon as the guy heard that he spit out the fork and started wiping his tounge. Me and my friends Bursted out laughing and crying some of us almost fell on the floor, because of his reaction. And even though it was a tiny lie I think it was worth it to see his face. Plus after he didn’t eat at lunch i told him that it wasn’t true.
Gym(it was to cold to go outside) - Me and my friends sat at the very top of the bleachers talking. Well some of us, that is, Samantha F. was Staring at her crush E.A.boy. All of us noticed it so . . . “Samantha if you really want him just let me know. You can go stand by him, i will cut off the lights then you can make out with him- in the dark. Then when the teachers turn back on the lights i will take pictures!” i joked, only to get a playful punch by her. “Sam, you are so dirty!” she unformed. “But creative, sneaky,and i know just a few things about guys in the fact that i grew up around 5 of them. I mean i know tricks, and plays, i just don’t play the game.” I reminded her. “I have already told him that i like him and now he acts like i don’t exsit!” Thats when it hit me. “HOLY SHIZNIT! Me and you have the same problem!!! What the heck is with these guys?” i shouted. You tell them that you like them then they don’t talk to you, And all week i have been trying to get B.T.boy`s attention like – the first 3 days o wore my hair really wild and put some wild outfits together, then i noticed that it wasn’t working so i went back to being myself aka dressing in ALL black, and having my hood up as much as possible, and my hair down. Then on the last day of school of a while i put some junk in my hair to keep it curly but not fizzy or poofy. PLEASE SOMEONE TELL ME WHY THIS PUNK IS LEAVING ME BROKEN ANOTHER TIME!!!!!!!! Anyway Shalondra told Samantha F. that ~I~ME~ could get her and E.A.boy together. I told her that i do have game so i will just talk to him for her and funky junk. I didn’t do this just to help her but also because i know she was jealous because i was having troble getting my locker open one day and E.A.boy (He asked me if i needed help and i had already tried 10 time so i said sure) helped me with Samantha watching. Even though i told her i don’t and never would like him, i could still tell that she was uneven about the hole thing so i helped her also so are friend ship will stay alive.
Later in the halls(when Samantha F. wasn’t around) – Me and Shalondra were just about to go to the gym in the afternoon when i noticed E.A.boy was right next to me. I sighed and kpet my promise to Samantha. “Hey Elik, just to let you know Samantha F. still likes you.” i spoke. He looked up and said “What?” I figuared that this was soooooooo easy. “Look Samantha F. still likes you!” i said. “What do you mean still likes me. Wait. She used to like me?” My thoughts – “Duh stupid punkask” “Yes. She used to like you, She told you that. And she still does.” I replied. “Foreal?” he said with a smile painted across his face. “Yes!” i said. Then i caught up to Shalondra. E.A.boy followed me and he walked to the gym with us. “So your not kidding. Samantha likes me?” He asked. i sighed loudly. “Yes.” “WoW.” He replied. I hoped he would drop the subject in the fact that Samantha was coming up to us. When she reached us E.A.boy was staring at her. “Sam talked to Elik for you.” Shalondra said. She looked at Elik noticing his eyes were GLUED to her. Then she came beside me. “What the hell did you say!” I laughed and right infront of E.A.boy i said LOUDLY(so he could here) “I talked to your little boy friend over there (While pointing to him) And told him that you still like him. He said that he didn’t know that you ever did. He probly just thought it was a prank or something!” Then while still staring at Samantha like she had tooth paste on her face E.A.boy said “Samantha, y-you like me?” For the last time i shouted “YES SHE LIKES YOU!!!!!!!!” Thinking – is this guy dumb or shocked because he like her also. I could tell by his Body Language that . . . . . . . . . . – He Likes Her! Once the dum-bass-dumb-founded Boy left Saamntha Hugged me as tight as possible. “What? All i did was talk to him for you.” i said. “Yea but because of you he actually knows that i exsit now!” She said giving me another hug. I swear i think that girl was smiling so much that she would be smiling for the rest of the weekend, even in her sleep! We then passed one of our teachers. “Hey Samantha! Your smiling today!” He said. Everyone knows that i don’t smile even when im happy so i knew he was talk to S.F. “Yea! Sam talked to the person i like for me and now he knows that i exsit!!!!!!” She said. Once we got into the gym i was going to my bus line when i felt a tug on my hand. I turned around to get another hug from Samantha. “THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!THANK YOU!” She said while squeezing me. “Yuppers! And don’t forget to call me. i can’t live five days without my friends!” i said back. “Neather can i. and after today i will probly do anything for you! So i will be calling you lots!” she spoke before letting me go to my line. On the way i got a wave from B.T.boy. Not exactly the “Hey Sammers Whatssup!” that i wanted but oh well. I waved back before going to the back of my line. Now over the five day weekend E.A.boy will be in deep thought about Samantha F. (Since i told him last minute) He can swim on the thought for five days. And Samantha will be fine, after all she has liked him ever since the first day of school (Just like me and B.T.boy)
Just to let you punkers know “If any of you need Boy~Girl help im here waiting for you questions
Peace
SamanTa or Sammers
